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Chapter 6

I woke up to the sun shining throught the thin curtains .

I slept good . No nightmares . I didn't wake up in the middle of the night sweating and panting .

I woke up in my own bed . Not in one of the girls .

i am in bed alone . There is no Gigi nor cara next to me .

I swoon my legs over the edge of the bed . I made the bed and folded the sheets .

i headed to the bathroom to freshen up . I brushed my teeth and hair , and washed the sleep out of my eyes .

After i dried my face i looked in the mirror and a smile was draw on my face .

Am i finally going to be able to move on ?

Can this last ?

I'm afraid this is too good to be real

But the real question is ,do i want to move on ?

that's a question i'm not ready to answer yet .

I pad to the kitchen and found Gi sitting  munching on an apple .

"Morning Gi"

" Morning beautiful , someone is chirpy today "she answers

i smile at her and look at the empty pot of coffee

"I'm going to the coffee shop next door " i tell her and just as i am about to leave

"You .. you slept good " she stutters

" i did actually , don't worry Gi " i tell her before i close the door behind me

while walking to the elevator , I bumped into a wall , the wall steadied me . i bumped into someone . again .

what is it with me and bumping into people ?

I looked up and was instantly captured with the most goegeous pair of mesmerizing blue eyes with a green circle around his pupil . if i keep on looking into his eyes i'm sure i'll be drown in their depth. his eyelashes were dressed in an amazing way  .wait am I checking him out?

He snapped me out of my thoughts saying

"I'm sorry I didn't see you coming "

His is voice was so soft and manly at the same time

"I'm the one who should be sorry " i tell him

He smiled and it was the kind of smile that makes a girl swoon .

"Well I guess we're equally guilty then, I'm Zac "and he held me his hand to shook .

I smiled  "I'm Kendall"

"Well it was nice to meet you Kendall , but i have to get going "I nodded at him  and stood still until I saw him disappear in the hallway.

he must be the new neighbour cara was talking about yesterday . And he is american .

What are the odds

when i arrived at the coffee shop , the smell of  hot coffee filled my nostrils, and  memories from home rushed into my mind .

I miss America, my mom, my sister and of course my sick dad

everyone thinks i am this  tough girl that do not cry and never crack . But they are all wrong  .dead wrong .

I'll tell you who is the real 'Kendall jenner'is ...

Kendall is an American girl , life made her look tough so she can protect herself from this cruel place , that is called earth , her mom is a doctor and she was always fascinated by her mom's job , the way they would call her at night and she would rush to the hospital . the cases she had . But mostly the hapiness of being able to save a life . and she knows how hard is it to not be able to save someone .

her dad has cancer , he've been fighting it for years , and she is very close to him . As close as a daughter can be to her father . he was the one that made her love football, they used to stay awake at night to be able to watch the game , they used to bicker all the time about the best teams , players , games ...

so it's no genius's theory if you guess wha happened to her the day she learned he was sick . she got crushed , but she kept it inside , never showed that to anyone not even to her mom nor to her little sister kylie  that was so close to her. Not even to her twin . She promised herself to become a doctor so she could help people like her dad.she was a fragile and hurt girl but no one in this world knew except for her two best friends and her twin .

But life got in the way and medecine school was not an option anymore . Even with her strong will of being a doctor , she decided against it after all the visits to her fathers .

She knew she couldn't live if one of her patient died . Or how will she tell a family that a very precious human being has left this earth .

so instead she did what everyone in this world wants to do . Which is follow her dream .

She has always dreamed of being a model , running the runway and be what she wants to be .

She commited herself onto becoming what she wants , despite her mother's disapproval .

She still did it .

kendall ,Gigi and cara all three of them , began modelling righy after high school .

they weren't famous models or well known .

But still they did a descent amount of photoshoot for the past two years .

Besides modelling they were majoring english lit at college .

that was her mother's condition . to get a degree.

she chose english lit , because she loves to read . She looses herself in books and have read enough  to last her entire life .

Everything was going fine .

She had the perfect family , even with her fathers sickness . they were all happy .

until that night .