I Am

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I Am Claud
I Am the cat without claws
Who sticks out their tongue when they yawn
Who writes out a million monolouges
That I force people to read

I Am Claudia
I Am the girl who forces a smile
Who gives too much mercy
Who waits for a while
For people that are gone forever
Knowing they left because of me

I Am the one who disconnects these two sides
I'm the one who doesn't want my insecurity and pride
To touch like two foods on a plate
Because they would taste nasty together
But yet I guess I'm in the wrong

I Am Claud
I'm the person with who uses emoticons a lot
Who yells in every third sentence every time I talk
Who could fall in love with a piece of chalk
Wait, my girlfriend Raven,
Looks like I already did that

I Am Claud
I Am the one on the internet
I'm the person you can't forget
I shine bright and help you shine too
I say to myself 'i want to be you'

I Am Claudia
I am the one who's never noticed
I'm the one who's say im fine
Ten billion times
A day
I Am the one with three tallynarks in my mind
For three failed plans of self destructive design

And i am Claud
With no plans in mind
At least not for that kind

And where Claudia is grey
Claud is all
Where I want to stay down
When I fall
I stick myself into this mold
But I keep getting taken out
As if I'm not supposed to stay there

As if I'm supposed to keep standing here cracking
like mud brought into the desrrt
and put under pressure
from strong winds of hate
And a deffiency of compassion

I'm sorry for rambling

My name is Claudia
My name is Claud.

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