Everything I need (boyxboy)

Confessions

Here's chapter 5 enjoy :)

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(Xavier's P.O.V)

I pulled up in front of Daniels house and parked the car. I could tell the party was already started. I could hear the music from outside and there were lights flashing. I walked into the house and the house was filled to the brim with people. I could see Daniel making out with some girl on the stairs and he was obviously wasted.

"Hey hottie want to dance?" I turned around to see one of the girls from our school

"No not really" I used to think she was hot but when I looked at her I felt nothing

"Come on pretty boy" She grabbed me by the collar and connected our lips, they tasted of alcohol and cigarettes.

I preyed her off of me and pushed through he crowd to get away. I could hear her scream in frustration.

That night I refused every girl that came on to me. I have a boyfriend now, but the thing was I wasn't really attracted to any of them. It sounds so weird but my feelings for Adam are already so strong.

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(A month later)

"Stop"

"No you stop" Me and Adam continued to push each other around

"Look if you don't stop i'm going to do something an your not going to like it" 

"Okay" He pushed me again

"Your really trying me" I laughed and he did it again

"You asked for it"

I pushed him down on the bed and started tickling his sides. His laughter filled the room and it just mad me want to tickle him harder. His face turned red and he started gasping for air. I finally released him and fell on the bed next to him, I was so out of breath from laughing at him.

"Will you listen next time?" I asked still laughing

"Ye..Ye..Yes" He was so breathless and he looked so cute

I slipped my hand under his back and laid him on my chest. I intertwined our hands together and let out a long breath.

"So what do you want to do?"

"I'm not sure, can we just stay like this?"  He looked up into my eyes and his green ones absolutely melted my heart. 

"Anything you want, but there is something I wanted to ask you?"

"What?"

"We've been together for a month now. But we have never had a heart to heart, like we know a lot of the general stuff about each other but not personal. I think we should, and you don't have to but it might me a good idea." I explained to him and a smile appeared on his face 

"I trust you and I'm ready to tell you everything but can you go first?" He questioned me and I couldn't say no

"Okay, well you know I have a mom named Theresa and a sister named Alana. But as for my dad, he walked out on us. I remember I was 10 so it was 6 years ago. It was a Friday night and we
were all sitting in the living room watching toy story. We had completely ran out of juice so he went to go get some and..he...he..never came back" I had to take a pause and before I could finish I felt Adam kiss my cheek and give me a smile.

"Did you ever try to find him?" He asked me

"No but only because it took me a while to figure out that he wasn't coming back."

"I'm so sorry" I had no words so I just kissed him and immediately felt better

"Okay now..um you go"

"So, my parents had me when they were 16 but they both walked out when I was nine. I woke up one morning to find a note on my bed. The note said that they just weren't ready to take care of a child. We lived with my grand parents and when I searched the house they were gone to. They left me a phone which is why it's an older model. And I never let you come to my house because now I live in an abandoned house that's in pretty bad shape. But.."

Then tears started to pour out of his eyes and mine. I pulled him really close to me and squeezed him tight.

"I love you, I love you so much and know that I will never leave you. They should have never walked out on you because they have no idea what there missing." I could tell he was speechless, considering that was the first time I told him I loved him. So I wrapped both my arms around him and lifted him so his chest was against mine. I started to kiss his neck and I could feel him smile into my shoulder

"I love you to and thank you" He mumbled

"Like I said anything for you babe" I kissed his ear and we spent the rest of the night in that position.