Love doesn't exist?(N.H) {ON HOLD}

Give me love

Paisley's p.o.v

Today was the last day of freshman year. Today was also the last day I would see JJ. He is moving this summer, back to a small town in Texas.

"JJ, wait!" I shouted down the hallway.

"Yeah, what is it Paise." I don't know how he came up with that nick-name for me. I mean, my whole family calls me that.

"I want to tell you something before you leave. I... like...you...a ... lot." I stuttered the last important part.

"I...uh... I don't know what to say." he was shocked? I thought he knew. Seeing as I couldn't go a day with out wanting a hug from him.

"That's okay, I just wanted to tell you how much it's going to hurt me knowing that your not coming back." I told him with a frown forming on my face. I'm always so happy whenever I'm around him.

"Uh... I have to go. My parents are waiting for me." he stuttered.

Well that was just rude. But I still wanted a huge hug. "JJ, I want a hug or at least a picture before you leave me." I pouted.

"Okay. Come here." he said waving me towards him. I gave him a long and passionate hug. Surprisingly, he hugged me back. I pulled out my phone, went to the camera app, and snapped a picture of the two of us, hugging.

And then he left.

I Solemnly walked out of the halls of that hell whole. I strided slowly out to my dad's car. Since I couldn't drive until I passed my driving test, exactly three weeks after my birthday.

___________1 year later__________

Today was the day I tell him, the day I face my fears and confront my crush, he always makes me laugh. I haven't felt like that in such a time, it felt like my happiness was taken the day he left. But now I have Jack. Coincidentally he has the same first initial as JJ, but his name was Jeffry.

"Hey, Jack?" I asked him, starring into his eyes. They look so kind, but looks can be deceiving.

"What is it?" I could hear he wasn't in a good mood today, just by the sound of his voice.

"Never mind. It's nothing." I responded.

"No, what is it?" He asked, frustrated.

"I...uh...like you?" I mumbled.

"What? I didn't hear you." he said.

"I like you, a lot, okay?" I spoke a little too loud.

"No. This can't be true! We're just friends, nothing else." he spoke. Well that was harsh.

"I'm sorry to say this, but yes, it is true. If you can't expect that, then... I don't know what to do." I told him.

"I don't know what to do then. If I know you feel like this, we can't be friends anymore." he told me. I started to cry.

"Paisley, don't cry." he said in a angry tone, like I was embarrassing him.

"No. Just leave me alone if this is how you think of me. We can no longer be friends." I said once again, loudly.

And that was the end of me trying to get over him. I fell into a deep whole of darkness and depression. We never spoke to each other again.