15. He loves me not.

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Now it's not fair for me to be mad, I know. I slept with another guy too. But it hurts, so much that I just want to leave.

"Harry?" I whispered. He just groaned and rolled over. I threw the covers off of me and replaced my shirt with a bra and grabbed one of my bags. I threw clothes into the bag and my make-up and shoes. This is my house and I'm running away.. Really? The tears just kept rolling down my cheeks and my nose got runny. I grabbed a shirt and ran out of the house, taking my phone with me. It's time for me to leave. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm going. I started the car but sat looking out the windshield, as a tear slowly ran down my cheek I whispered-

"I love you too. That's why I'm leaving." I put the car in reverse and pulled out. The only thing on my brain was trying to figure out where I'm going to go. I just kept driving and driving. I pulled into a gas station filling up the tank and pulling up to park. I walked inside and went to the candy isle pulling out a little of everything. I got some water and soda. The lady gave me a weird look as I set my many unhealthy items on the desk. She rang everything up and put it in a bag. I walked back to my car and started driving again. I pulled into a rest stop getting out stretching my legs and going to get my bag, I pulled out a purple jack Willis sweatshirt that belonged to Harry. I took my shirt off and replaced it with his shirt. I got into the back seat and stretched out across the seat. Pulling the blanket over me and cuddling with the many pillows I bought/brought. I started crying about my heart break before I cried myself to sleep.

"Do you Meredith take Harry to be your wedded husband?" The priest smiled at her.

"I do." A tear ran down my cheek. Why am I watching the guy I loved get married to someone else?

"Do you Harry, take Meredith to be your wedded wife?"

"I do." He smiled and nodded.

"You may now kiss the bride." His lips crashed on hers. Everyone stood up and clapped. I was sitting in the 5th row on the very end by the isle and he hadn't seen me. I stood up and started clapping as they walked down the isle. He was smiling and laughing until he saw me. He frowned and mouted "I'm sorry" to me. He just kept walking and I knew he wasn't really sorry. If he was sorry he wouldn't of married her. He wouldn't of cheated and chose her. I thought he loved me but I guess not. I guess I'm not good enough anymore.

I sat up quickly and another tear ran down my cheek. My phone started to vibrate and I looked at the caller Id.

'Call from Babe<3' I closed my eyes and hit the ignore button. A few minutes later and it said missed call and new voice mail. I slid the button and listened to the voice mail.

"Did I do something wrong? Where are you! I woke up and you were gone.. Call me back babe. I love you!" I set my phone down and looked at the time. 9:02. I put all of the blankets away and got back in the drivers seat continuing my drive. Suddenly it hit me, I know where to go.

I pulled into the parking lot, getting out of my car and dashing through the door. I knocked on the door out of breath thinking of what to say.

"Hello? Why did you leave?" He looked hurt.

"Look I'm sorry. I'm sorry I left, I'm sorry I've never felt good enough. I'm not your ordinary girl, I don't want the gift or any of that. I wanna spend time with you. I don't want to fight with you. I don't want you to ever leave! I don't want you to not be mine. But we've both made our mistakes. I heard what you said at dinner. I listen to you, because.. I love you. I'm sorry. I'm soo sorry. I wish I could go back and change it. But I can't. I just want you to never leave me because I chose you. I don't want anyone else. I want you. Just.. you." A tear ran down my cheek.

"I love you too." He embraced me in a hug.

*Sarah's POV*

"Niall! Stop!" I giggled, as he kept tickling me.

"Why? I warned you!" He laughed.

"I know, I'm sorry, I'll kiss you now!" I tried to swat his hands away.

"You promise?" He pinned me down on the bed.

"I swear!" He stopped tickling me and closed his eyes, getting closer and closer to my face. Out of instinct my eyes closed and our lips connected. No short kiss, a long and sweet kiss. I pulled away gasping for breath.

"Niall..." I quietly whispered.

"What babe?" I smiled at the fact he called me 'babe.'

"What are we? You and I?" I sat up.

"I don't even know.." He scratched his head. Well doesn't that just hit me hard. For the last couple of days we've been flirting like crazy! We have inside jokes, and done plenty of things you shouldn't do unless you are sure you're in love. I think I am.. But I guess he doesn't..

"I mean I like you.. I like you a lot. But.."

"Do I really want to know?" I got off of the bed just to be pulled back down.

"I don't like you.. I mean everytime you're gone.. I think about you. Your laugh, smile, scent. It may sound creepy but I don't like you. I don't think I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know I want to. I know I want you to call me yours and I want to call you mine. I don't want anyone to think you're available because then I'll lose you. I don't want to lose my world.." He smiled and looked at my hand before intertwining our fingers.

"Sarah. Will you be my girlfriend?" He stared into my eyes.

"Of course I will be your girlfriend Niall." He picked me up and spun me around.

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