Phan Oneshots

Authors Note// 7/5/16

Hi guys. I'm sorry but I just really need to rant, you can read if you'd like but this is probably going to be long.

1. I made my Dad cry.

Earlier tonight, we were on the way back from getting some things from the grocery store. I facetimed my mom because I really really missed her, and seeing her face just..it just tore me up because I'm 800 miles from her and I haven't been this far from her ever especially for this long. It's been about 12 days. I made the remark "I'm ready to be home." And that broke my dad's heart. I feel so bad.

2. My dad's fiancee freaking hates me.

She mutters things about me all the time! Like ok, I did nothing to her. Nothing. And she's so sarcastic and such a Bitch to me and I just...I'm so sick of her. I'm so ready to be away from her and I think that hurts my dad too

3. I really miss home.

I don't know if some of know but I'm in Illinois, visiting my dad. I've been here for twelve days. I also came for my cousins wedding. I miss my mom, step dad and other little brother like crazy and I hate that it tears me apart because one day I'm going to have to learn to live on my own.

4. Harry's gone solo?

Apparently Harry decided to pull a Zayn? I don't know if it's Permanent or even true but it's added stress. On top of missing everything and fighting with my "stepmom" I just

Fuck you Harry.

5. Everyone's crying.

My little brother is crying because were leaving tomorrow and so is my dad and I want to and I just

Ugh

Fuck

6. I fight with everyone.

I can't even get along with my family. My family doesn't even like me. They think they're better than me. Fuck.

Ok. I'm done. I'm sorry I just needed to rant and get this over with, I feel so sick and pitiful and sad and depressed and fuck my life.