I'll remember him. ~onedirection~

Spider

*Kate's POV*

Finally we're home.
It was a long day, the hours all lasted at least half an hour longer. I've got a very good test, thanks to Liam.
My grades are getting better, that's a good thing. Now all the problems with Harry and Celine and Niall are solved I'm less stressed. Are they solved? I thinks so. Niall and Celine are back together so I guess they're okay now.
Liam is wearing a black shirt and jeans. He looks perfect in it. It's weird how everything suits him, I like everything on him. And I'm not the only one who thinks he's handsome. Or Liam pretends he doesn't see the girls or he really doesn't care about it.

"Uhm... Are you okay?" he asks a bit worried. For a second I imagine Liam singing, it has to be good. I never heard him singing before,
not that I can remember,
except one time he was taking a shower, so cute! It wasn't bad at all.
It was very good actually. I realize I didn't anwser his question yet so I give him a small nod.
He shows me his white teeth, so perfect
Liam is the guy every girl dreams about, he's good looking, friendly, a bad liar, honnest, smart and he has the nicest personality in the world.
"You are so... thinky today."
"Thinky?"
We both laugh, oh I almost forgot he's funny aswell.

"They're both sleeping."
Louis is coming down the stairs, he looks good wearing his grey trousers.
"Okay, thanks." Liam anwsers for me when I keep my mouth shut.
I'll never get used to this, to how his lovely voice sounds. To how his fingertips touch my hand, how his full pink lips softly kiss mine...
I don't want to get used to it, I like the way it makes me feel, the butterfly's he gives me.
"Mom is coming home at eight." Louis informs us but now Liam doesn't anwser either. We both stay quiet.
I turn to watch him, he's staring at me.

"What's wrong?" I ask while putting my hair behind my ear.
"Nothing's wrong... It's just..."
"Yeah?"
"You look so irresistable."
I flush, that's what he does all the time. He makes me flush every time he says those things.
We come closer, and closer.
His hand touches mine with those fingertips of his I can't resist.
He smells like always, the scent I can't tell what it is, it's just Liam.
Damn, those lips.
His pink lips kiss mine, softly like always. It's like always but every time it's diffrent. It always get's better.

"You should sing for me." I whisper against his lips.
"You don't want that." I feel him smiling.
"Yes I do."
"Not gonna happen." He whispers back still smiling.
We kiss again.

When his lips leave mine his thumb is drawing cirkels on the palm of my hand
"Let's go upstairs to take a look." Liam proposes and I nod, I follow him on the stairs still holding his hand.
When we walk down the hallway he wraps his arms around my body and kisses my hair. I feel so comfortable against his warm chest, it feels like home, like crying on your mother's lap when your heart is broken. I don't really know how that feels, I never had a broken heart and if I had one I couldn't remember. I hate it, I hate to hear from other people how I was as s kid, as a person. Why? I always ask myself why it happended. Did I do something wrong? It wasn't my fault was it? Hates god me? Yea that's it, god hates me.

Liam opens the door of the babyroom and squeezes my hand. "Look how cute they are, they look just like you and Louis." I just smile.
He lets go of my hand and I suddenly feel alone however I'm with three other people in the same room. I follow him to Max' bed. I hug his back, just to feel his warmt again that makes me feel so comfortable.

"We better go, I don't want to wake them." Liam says and we head back to
the door. "I'm going to take a shower."
I say and he follows me to my bedroom to take other clothes and a towel.
"Yea you should do that." he jokes while waving his hand. "ohw you!" I hit him with my towel hand he pulls back like a scared little girl.

I make my way to the bathroom when Liam calls my name. I turn around and his head is coming out the doorway.
"Use enough shampoo!" he jokes and quickly closes the door. I hear him laughing, such a beautiful sound, it makes me laugh too.

I get my clothes off and turn the water on. I turn back to put my clothes on a shelf but my shirt falls on the ground. When I want to pick it up of the ground I see the biggest spider I've ever seen.
"Aaagh! Oh my god! Liaaaaaam!" I quickly put my towel around my body and within seconds there's a knock on the door. "are you okay?"
"No! Come in and kill that... thing!"
He opens the door and looks concerned.
"There's a spider! Right there!"


*Liam's POV*

I was worried when I heard her scream. I should have known it was a spider. It's the only thing she's afraid of beside the hospital and riding a bike.
When I opened the door she was standing there in her towel, looking like there was a murderer in the bathroom. I can't stop laughing this is too funny.
"Liam stop laughing and kill it!" she yells. But I just can't stop laughing.
"Liam!" she yells again.
"Okay calm down, I'm putting him outside I'm not killing anyone."
I try to hold my smile when she runs to the other side of the room to be as far away as she can when I catch him.
I take the little spider between two fingers and walk to her.
"Look how nice he is." I tease and she climbs on the toilet.
"Liam put it away!"
I laugh and walk to the small window to throw the animal through it.
When I close the window Kate comes of the toilet carefully.
"Now you can go." She says.
"Yes ma'am." I head to the door but she calls my name.
"Don't tell it to anybody."
"Of course not." I promise her.
"Thanks."
"Your welcome babe."

She already knew I wouldn't tell anyone she just wanted to hear me say it. When I walk back to the room the picture of her standing there with a towel wiped around her perfect body, screaming like a child, it makes me laugh again. She's so cute. She always look perfect and beautiful but the way she climbed onto the toilet.. that was cute. I walk to her desk to find the diary I gave her. It holds so many memories, I know it means the world to her.
I open a random page and find a picture of our family. Well Niall is there and Louis and her mother and my parents. I look at my dad. Niall looks a lot like him. He has bleu eyes and blond hair just like him. I miss my dad, almost every day I think about how my life would be when he was still alive. Would it be easier? Probably not.
Niall misses my dad too, he doesn't want to talk about it but he does, just like Astrid. When I don't hear the shower anymore and when footsteps walk to the door I quickly close the book and jump on the bed. To pretend I'm asleep. I don't know why I'm doing that. Maybe because I don't want to talk about the past or just my father at the moment. Maybe because I want to feel her kissing my shoulder when she's laying next to me while she's thinking I'm asleep.