I'll remember him. ~onedirection~

Explain

*Liam's POV*

I enjoyed the past two days, well when I'm with Kate I enjoy every day but now it was different, we were alone. I had my little blonde for myself. I wish we were older and I could move in with her. We could find our own space to live. I could watch her falling asleep every day and when I wake up her beautiful face would lay on my chest. When I would go to the kitchen she would be standing there in her pyjamas making coffee.
When I'm coming home she would be watching television or reading a book.
She would be irritated when I stare at her or when I make a mess, but she would smile and kiss me. I could take her in my arms whenever I want to and kiss her how long, when, where and how she wants to. I could love her, love her like I never loved someone else but her. The only girl I would love like her would be our daughter, she would be beautiful, just like her mother. she would be smart and friendly and she would have a very big heart. I could tell her story's about princesses and I would treat her like one. I would wake her up softly after staring at her sleeping to take her to school. Our son would be my friend, he would be playful and cute, I would play football with him and I would help him with school. I could teach him how he has to comfort a girl and I would help him getting over his first girlfriend. And of course Kate would be the perfect mom.

We go upstairs and Kate takes a few books out of her bag and let herself fall on my bed. "Let's do homework together." she proposes and I nod.
I almost forgot her grades.
We start with chapter 3 of math.
After we made some exercises I realise how big the problem is and I throw my hands in my hair. "Kate you really dont know that anymore? This is revision of the past 3years." She shakes her head.
"Last year I didn't go to school." She reminds me. "I didn't remeber you and my family how did you think I remember this?" she adds.
I nod and take her in my arms.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you."
We practice more and more until I think she gets it. I'm exhausted, mental and physical. Kate has allready fallen asleep and I'm lying next to her.
I put her in a more comfortable position before I go to Astrid's room.
I quietly open the door and she's still awake but her thoughts are far away.
I sit down next to her and it becomes silent, not akward, but silent.

"Where have you been?" she asks while she's still staring at the ceiling.
"I don't know." I say and mean it.
Her brown eyes look straight into mine, to check I'm lying I guess, and stares back at the ceiling. "Are you mad." I dare to ask, I don't think I want to hear her anwser. My sister can be very mad if she wants. When she wants to hurt you she will, she will.
She knows exactly how to hurt you.

"No." she says and I let out a breath a bit too loud.
"But I'm supposed to." she adds and I'm a bit scared again.
That's Astrid, making you feel scared, relieved and scared again in just a minute. "But because you speak the truth I wont." she says but I'm scared to feel relieved. "Thanks." I says and stand up.

"Aren't you going to explain everything like you promised me"
She's unbelievable. I sit down again and start telling her about the past days. Her face gets softer and somethimes she smiles a little but recovers herself quickly.

"And now I'm here." I finish and she hugs me. "Good night Lili." she says and I kiss her on her cheek.

I walk through the hallway to my room.
When I walk in Kate's still sleeping in the same position as I've put her in.
I'm laying next to her with one hand on her belly and one hand behind my head. I kiss her once again before I fall asleep.