I'll remember him. ~onedirection~

Dinner

*Liam's POV*

"Where are we going?" Kate's voice breakes the silence between us.
I lead her down the sidewalk and my hand goes up and down on her back. She makes me feel complete, when I'm with Kate I'm the happiest man on earth. "Nandos?" I ask and she nods. "I use to go there with Niall, he loves Nandos.' Her hand touches mine and she blushes. I take her hand to bring it to my mouth and give it a soft kiss.
"Liam, tell me about when you left?
I know you don't want to talk about it but I just want something to remember." I feel terrible I didn't want to tell her the first time but is just wasn't the right moment.

*flashback*

"Kate, we need to talk." her eyes look nervous and she doesn't know how to react. "What's wrong Lili?" I don't want to tell her, it will break her heart, but I have to. "I... I'm leaving town."
Her eyes go wide. "I'm moving out, I'm going to go to an other school." her eyes get wet. "But... I'm still seeing you every week right? We can chat and skype and..." I shake my head I knew she would react like this. "No, I'm sorry Kate but we're moving to the other side of the country." She can't hold her tears and I join her. Here we are, in love, crying together.
"When are you going to leave?"
"Tonight."
"What!? Liam why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't know how to say it."
"So you just don't?"
I know it sounds weird but I didn't want to hurt her. I know her since we were little and I don't want to lose her.
"Why are you leaving?"
"My fathers company."
"You can stay with me? please Liam?"
I shake my head again.
"Kate that's crazy." She hugs me, her arms are almost killing me but I don't care. It's maybe our last hug so I'll just enjoy it. "Kiss me Liam!" She demands and she don't have to ask twice.
I kiss her hard like I'm never gonna see her again. And maybe I am.
I don't want to let her go.
"I'll come back for you Kate! I'll never love someone else but you!"
"And I'll wait for you Liam!"
"Promise?"
"Promise!"
We kiss again. I can hear my mother call my name but I don't want to go.
"I love you, Kate."
"I'll love you forever Liam never forget that!" I wipe her tears away and strike her cheek. "I won't." One last hug and my mom starts to yell my name.
"Goodbye Liam." she says and I can't let het go. "Your mam is calling, you have to go." she crys. "She can wait."
I say and kiss her one last time.
"I love you." I whisper and let her go.


*Kate's POV*

"I made the biggest mistake in my life that day." he says and I search his hand. "Liam, I... I'm sorry I can't remember. So we were in love?"
He nods. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because..." he stops. "Never mind."
Kate, he didn't come back for you but because of his father. We both finish our plate and leave the restaurant.
"I really loved you, Kate"
Loved? Ohw, that hurts, he uses the past tense. My chest hurst.
"I loved you too." I say and it sounds weirder than I tought it would. How can I know? I didn't remember my own name how could I remember I loved him. But I feel it, I felt it from the start I was in love with him before my accident. "We're here." he says and I stap on my doorstap. "You can stay if you want? It's getting late and it's a long walk from here to your place."
I'm releaved he nods. "You nod too much." I say and unlock my door.
"Mom we're home!" I yell and I hear some noice. "You can sleep in Louis room." I want him so badly to sleep next to me like we did before but I daren't ask him. "Okay." He smiles and hugs me. There's something going on in his mind. But what? Take his hand and show him his room. He already knows the room but I want to spend as much time together as possible. "Thanks, Kate." His brown eyes are so wonderful. It starts to rain outside and we both look out of the window. He steps to me and stands in front of me, my face only a few inches away from his. 'I want to kiss him.' I think and before I can stop myself I'm kissing him. His lips are soft and he doesn't stop me but kisses me back. Thank god! I feel his warm hands on my back, they push me gently closer to his chest. He puts my hands in his neck and his hands slowly go down. He touches my face and for a second we stop kissing and stare at eachother. His lips touch mine again and I have no idea how long we were standing there, before the window, in my brother's room. I ignore the toughts in my head and concentrate on the kiss. Our kiss, our moment. "We need some sleep." he says into my mouth and we move to the bed, still kissing.
We lay down in eachother's arms.
I'm having the best time of my life.
We stop kissing and he smiles.
After a couple minutes he falls asleep.
I'm still with my head on his chest, thinking. Are we together now? Or was it again just a kiss? I hate this feeling and I put my arm around his waist.


(I know these chapters are way too short but I'm rewriting them in the vacations :) so please don't hate and keep reading and voting :p I hope you like the story so far.. but it gets better in the middle of this and in the second book, I'm writhing much longer chapters and the story gets more like a drama haha please continuo reading)