I'll remember him. ~onedirection~

Math

*Kate's POV*

I can do it, no stress Kate. You studied very hard and Liam says you can do it.

You can do it.

The teacher gives me a cheat and I write my name on it. I read the first question. Simple! I fill in the anwser. It's going very well, come on Kate only one question left. I anwser it and read all my anwsers again.
I bring my test to the teacher and everybody stares at me, they think it's a difficult test I think. After me Liam brings his cheat and he winks at me.
After 10 minutes another girl gives the teacher her test and when she walks back to her desk she let's out a breath.
Or I studied very well and have good grades because I did a good job, or I think it was easy and I really did like shit. I guess it's the second situation.
Liam puts his tumb up and smiles at me. I smile back and blow him a kiss.

After class Liam takes me in his arms.
"Did it go well?" I nod, "I think so."
Liam tells me all his anwsers and I filled in the same, only the second question I have another anwser than Liam. He takes my hand and leads me to Niall and Celine. They're talking and Celine doesn't look happy at all.
"We can lunch together without them."
I propose and Liam nods.
We walk to the restaurant and both take our lunch.

*Celine's POV*

"Niall listen I..."
"No I listened enough, you lied to me Celine, again."
"It's not what you think Niall."
"Than what is it?"
"I... I kissed him but.."
"See, you kissed him, that's it Celine you kissed him for the thirt time now."
"Wait a minute, the first time he kissed me and the second time I had to act I was his girlfriend remember."
"And now? That doesn't change a thing that you kissed him now!"
"You know I don't love him, you know I only love you!"
"No you don't Celine, you think you do and you did, but this whole thing changed when you 'acted' to be his girlfriend. You have fallen in love with him again. And maybe you don't know, but I know, I can feel it in the way you look at him, the way you look at me, the way we kiss... everything changed."
His eyes get wet and a tear streams down his beautiful face. Maybe he's right. Maybe I don't realise I changed.
"I don't want it to change Niall."
"Me eather but it did and we can't help it." he says and I join him crying.
"Don't break up with me Nialler."
"I have to"
"No you don't! You promised me Harry couldn't change our love, that he can't take our choices, but now he is."
"I made a mistake." what?
"Wich mistake?"
"Or maybe I made more."
"Niall?"
"It was a mistake to let you act like you wanted Harry, it was a mistake to trust you with him, you slept with him, kissed him. And it was a mistake to fall in love with you with my whole heart, trusting you not to break it. And it was a mistake to think Styles couldn't make our choices and couldn't change our love, because he did."
"I can't live without you Niall."
"Yess you can, you did it before. I can't live without you and maybe the pain wont stop, but this doesn't work anymore"
"I can't do this Niall."
"Me eather, that's why we can't be friends anymore, it would make the pain much worse."
"But Niall no! I can't stay away from you! and my friends? Kate and Astrid? I can't speak to them again?"
"I don't know, I really don't."
"Niall we both don't want this we.."
"Goodbye Celine." he says and walks away. I never thought we would end up like this. I never thought we would end at all. Where do I have to go? He doesn't want to be friends anymore.
I can't be around him so I can't be around Kate and Liam eather.
I really don't want to see Harry now, he probably hates me after what I've done to him. When he came to talk to me today I didn't want him. I don't know what was going on in my mind. But Niall saw us kissing. I kissed Harry for the thirt time while I'm with Niall.
Well was.
I hate myself. How can I hurt someone like Niall? How can I kiss with someone like Harry three times while I have someone like Niall?
I can kill myself for doing that.
But Niall and Harry, I don't kow I really love Niall, so much I can't do this, I allready miss him and he's only two minutes out of my life. I can't do this.
I sit down on the ground and all the girls are staring at me. But I don't care.
I start crying by the thought I will never wake up next to him again.
We will never have food fights again and he never will kiss me on my hair again.
I feel the tears streaming down my face and I lay my head on my knees.
I feel a small hand on my shoulder.
It isn't the hand of Liam or Harry and I'm glad. But it's not the hand of Niall eather and that makes me feelsad again.
I look up and I see a beautiful blonde girl giving me a friendly smile. It's not Kate like I hoped, I've seen her a few times in class but I can't remember her name. "What's wrong Celine?" she asks and sits down next to me.
"If you don't want to talk about it I understand and I'll go." she says but I shake my head. I really need someone to talk to. "I'm such an idiot!"
I scream and burst into tears again.
"No sweetheart you're not." she trys to calm me by striking my back.
"I don't want to bore you with my mistakes and problems." I tell her.
"You don't, when you need someone to talk to I'm here for you!" She says and smiles again. I try to smile through my tears but I fail. I fail again. I always fail.

After I told her everything she's speachless. "You and Harry?" she asks herself and I nod.
"You dont seem me a girl who would hang around with Harry."
"I'm such a bitch! I can't live without Niall." I say and she nods.
"I'm here for you girl, whenever you need me! Here's my number. "
She takes a pen and writes her phone number on my arm.
"Call me!" she demands and I nod.
I look at the number she wrote down.
Sam: 09834611
She smiles. "I wish I could help you."
What's wrong with me telling my feeling to a stranger? I really changed.

*Niall's POV*

"You did what!?" Liam and Kate scream together. "Why?" Kate asks again. "She kissed Harry and I saw them." I say and she looks to the ground, not understanding I guess.
"Oh Niall," Liam says and takes me in his arms. His muscles almost kill me but I love him too much to let him go.
"We're here for you." he says and lets me breath again. Kate nods and stands up. "Where's Celine?" she asks.
"I don't know in the hallway I guess."
I say but she allready left. Liam and I look at her almost running to the building. I hope Kate and Liam are happy toghether. I say and look at my brother's worried face.
"I'm not telling Astrid, you can." I try
"Ohw I don't think so!" Liam says and shakes his head. "Allright."
We both know how Astrid will react and we both don't want to be there when she get's mad. That's too dangerous.

*Celine's POV*

"Celine!" Kate is exhausted, she has been running. "I've been looking for you everywhere!" she says and falls down next to me.
"Now tell me what happened." she says and looks at me, her deep blue eyes remind me of the sea.
"He broke up with me because he saw me and Harry kissing."
"I know but I want to know why you kissed Harry and how you feel about that, how you feel about everything."
Once again I tell the whole story.
"So you're not in love with Harry?"
I shake my head.
"And you want Niall back."
I nod.
"That's going to be difficult because he's stubborn but I think he can forgive you. He's in love with you and I believe you when you say you're in love with him." I try to smile but I can't.
"He doesn't want to be friends."
"That doesn't mean we can't be friends anymore, why did you think I was going to choose a side?"
"I don't know, Liam does."
"Liam is still your friend he just hates to see his brother hurt." she says.
"I'll talk to Liam and Niall but I can't promise anything but I'll try my best." she says. She's such a good friend, the best friend I ever had I think.
"Thanks Kate." I hug her and she smiles. "Everything is gonna be allright, just don't stalk him and stuff"
She adds and I nod. "See you later."
She kisses my head and leaves.
Thank God I have a friend like her.
I know she'll try but I don't think it's going to work. It's not going to be allright. He'll get over me and be happy with someone else. I ruined everything.
Tonight I'll call Sam, I think she wants me to. Maybe we could be friends too. I want to go home, I'll tell the teacher I'm not feeling well.
Well, that's not really a lie, I feel terrible. I ruined my life. For what?
For Harry. I don't want Harry, I wabt Niall. And I know Niall still loves me.
That gives me a bit hope but you know what they say about hope...

(Sorry Celine x x x Love you all!
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