You Left Me Alone (Completed) [Editing]

Chapter 77 (part 2, 3) "Just this once"

Angel's note:

Hey you guys! Hahaha! Here's the part 2 and 3! Sorry for the wait. And I'm saying na pasensiya kung nag eenglish nanaman ako. HAHA! English story kasi binabasa ko ngayon kaya medyo. Medyo lang. Medyo nadadala ako. HAHA! Sige enjoy! The end is near guys. Be ready. :)

Chapter 77.5 (part 2, 3) "Just this once"

Mizuki's POV

"are you sure na okay ka?" pangungulit sakin ni bryan. Tsk. I'm trying my best to be normal like nothing happened in the elevator. The words, touch, hugs, kis--

"I think you should rest mizuki. It's not the normal you." Tumingin ako sakanya. Kaylan ba ako naging normal? Kaylan ba ako bumalik sa dating mizuki?

Hindi ko alam kung mangyayari pa yun. I changed? I think. Well, I hope it's for the best. The best to forget everything. Even him. even if i know inside of me i still want him by my side and only for me. But I think it's possible but impossible. Ironic right? I don't want alisa to be frustrated like me. I don't want to share my pain to anyone else. I'll just keep this in me. Can I?

I just can't understand my self. Maybe it's the reason why i'm confused in all this. I want him but I don't. I want evething to be fine but there's this boundary that is between me and him.

Narinig kong nagbuntong hininga si bryan kaya napatingin ako sakanya. "Anong problema?" tanong ko sakanya.

Tumingin siya sakin. Worried eyes. "Gusto mo bang matulog na? Sasabihin ko nalang sa dean na you are sic-"

"No, I'm fine."

"No you are not."

"I said, i'm fine so please?" I gave him a pleasing look but it didn't work. =__=

"You're not fine. Okay? I know. Simula nung elevator incindent kanina. You were like a stone there thinking about something and i was just like talking to no one." sabi niya. "Okay, kung ayos ka lang talaga, can you tell me about the things i said?" =_=

 "Okay. I don't know," pagsuko ko.. "but I'm fine. I'm just thinking something." sabi ko sakanya.

"or someone." pagcocorrect niya. sa sinabi niyang yun, napatingin ako. ganun din siya. Tumingin siya sakin. "you actually thought I wouldn't know about you and kazu being stucked in the elevator did you?" he's face was blank. And I was a little shocked. 

Pano niya nalaman.

"It's not what it looks like bryan." Kung alam mo lang ang nangyari.. 

"I know, iknow. It was just a lilttle disappointment. You, not telling me about what happened."

"Kasi ayokong mag isip ka pa ng kung ano ano. I don't want you to be worried."

"How can you say that? My girlfriend being stucked with his ex that she loves so much." I don't want to think about what happened in the elevator and i just want to focus to him right now. He's like a baby that needs to be hugged and all. It was kinda funny. He's expressions are so cute. 

Bakit ba kasi hindi nalang si bryan diba?

All this months siguro naman I can actually love him right? But I can't, fully. 

Niyakap ko siya. Hahaha. Everyone stared at as. Even him. I saw his eyes. Seryoso ba talaga siya sa sinabi niyang secret couple? Damn. Ayoko na. He's totally insane with that idea. We're through right? I have nothing to do with him anymore. I'm just a friend. A friend who's in love with him.

Maybe this feeling i'm feeling for him won't change. I tried. We tried so many stuffs just to make me feel he's not worth it. pero walang nangyayari. I'm still in love with him.