They Didn't Know (A Minizerk Fanfiction) {HIATUS}

Chapter 3: Talk

Josh's POV:

"And goodbye." I signed off my latest video, before stopping the camera recording. I just stayed sat in my chair, thinking about the past couple of days: the videos I'd recorded, the streams I'd done etc. and one thing kept cropping up. The 'Fast Thinking Word Challenge' video I uploaded yesterday. It was a very random video, granted, and random things were bound to be said, especially with me and Simon involved, but I didn't realise just what could come up. I blame Simon, really, for the amount of dick-related answers he made that meant I ended up saying things that matched his.

What I still don't understand, though, is what he said in the 'something soft' category, the one he'd chosen. It was obvious as soon as the words left his mouth, we were going to have several dick answers. But when he said mine, it should have been obvious, or at least it was to me, that I would say his. Why did he say that if he knew what was coming and that it was wrong. More importantly, why did he tell us I was wrong? Why was I wrong? Actually, I don't think I want to know the answer to that, so I'm not going to bring it up with him. That's his business, not mine.

I then realised I'd been sat thinking for over half an hour, so I should probably start doing something. I decided, before recording or editing anymore videos, I should probably text Freya, and see how she is.

Simon's POV:

Josh uploaded the video yesterday. He kept it all in, didn't edit out any categories. Mind you, I really shouldn't have expected him to, it was one of the funnier categories. I have to admit, I did laugh at his edit where my point should have been, because I was a bit of a pain for his editing so I deserved it. By I still couldn't stop thinking about the confession I made on camera. On. Fucking. Camera. Why? Why did I do that?

Nothing has been said by Tobi or Josh, and I haven't dared look at the comments. I bet some fans have picked up on that, but hopefully they haven't put anything together inside their heads.

Sitting here doing nothing isn't helping either. I should probably sleep, but it's too early, and I need to edit. Sleep can wait, I'm not that tired anyway. Maybe I could record another video, or edit one from earlier, or I could go talk to Josh. Recording could be a good idea, after all, the fans love a 4 video day. I've already edited all my videos, so there's nothing to do in that department.

Talking to Josh is off the cards. I can't look at him after that video, let alone talk to him. He. Can't. Know. No matter what it takes. If I have to not talk to him, I will. If I have to not talk to the others, then I will. If I have to distance myself from Josh, or from the rest of them, I will. I'll do whatever it takes to keep this hidden. If it comes out, they'll probably hate me, all the fans will probably hate me and the Sidemen could even break up. And it would all be my fault.