They Didn't Know (A Minizerk Fanfiction) {HIATUS}

Chapter 2: On The Spot

Josh's POV:

That video was hilarious. Who would have thought we could think of so many boys names?

After we said goodbye to Tobi, me and Simon went to our rooms, me to edit this video and him to probably edit a FIFA video from earlier. As I rewatched the footage, I realised just how many times Simon had added things for me to edit in. He's a real pain when he wants to be. Things like the points, the sidemen book link etc. So I decided to get my own back. "Pay back, bitch." was what he said when we were filming. Let's see how he likes a taste of his own medicine.

I edited in Tobi's score of 0 and tried to think of something to put instead of Simon's score. Then it hit me. I edited in 'NO ONE LIKES ME' where his finger was pointing, see how he likes that payback. I laugh to myself and continue with my editing.

Simon's POV:

Why did I say that? Am I mad? I shouldn't have said that in a video or, more importantly, in front of Josh. It's my own fault, really, for saying it about Josh's first. I brought it up, it was most likely going to come back at me, I mean come on, this is Josh we're talking about.

I just need to stop over thinking this, it was laughed off, and probably nothing will come of it, but I just can't help thinking about it. There's that voice in my head that keeps bringing it up, saying stuff about it.

I decide that the best way to take my mind off the whole situation was to edit my video from earlier. I had actually won the game today against Tobi, and I was pretty pleased, though it probably meant that England would actually lose the game.

Once I'd finished editing, I just lay on my bed, thinking about the uploads that needed to go out and the videos I needed to record, and the whole time that situation from earlier kept creeping back in. What if they find out? The main question lingering over the whole thing. I could only keep it from them for so long, especially if I say things like that again in videos.

I thought back to the last few months, trying to work out what else I'd said that meant everyone could find out. Then I realised. The video with Tobi a week or so ago, the quick fire questions. I realised what one of them was, and what I'd nearly said. *Flashback* Me and Tobi laughed at the question of choosing between pubes and toenails, "Especially because they're Ethan's." I said laughing.
"Dick or vagina?" Tobi shot at me.
"Di-vagina." Shit, I nearly messed up. Damn you Tobi for these questions, I nearly revealed something I shouldn't then. Luckily, Tobi just laughed it off, so I joined him and then knew I still needed to cover.
"As long as people know I chose vagina." *End of flaskback*

All of this thinking was hurting my head, so I decided to go down to the kitchen and get a drink of something before recording with the rest of the guys in a bit. I need to be careful what I say even more now than I did before. My secret has to remain just that, a secret. Which won't happen if I don't keep my stupid mouth shut.