Our Life a Lukeren story

Not fair

Aria's POV

Today I go back to my moms house and if I said I wasn't happy would be a lie, I mean I love all my siblings here and my dad and Lauren but I'm still just not as comfortable with them like I am with my mom and plus Zariah I just so adorable I love to just play with her but I'm also happy because since I left my phone so that means I get it and I can finally talk to Anthony and I mean yeah I like him he's cute and so nice, i don't know why but I just really want to talk to him and get to know him better , it's just that there's something about him that just draws me to him. Well anyways Lazarus has been asking me to ask mom if I can stay but I told him no and then he got mad but then said that he would ask dad if he could go with us but I don't really know how that's going to go but whatever floats his boat and gets him to leave me alone, right now I'm changing into the clothes I wore yesterday which was only for a short period of time since we went to the beach.

"Hey Ari" Lazarus said coming in my room as I mentally groaned

"What do you want laz" I said getting up since I was trying to take a nap

"Guess what" Lazarus asked as I rolled my eyes and laid back down

"Oh You're going to get out my room and let me nap" I said as he gave me a really look

"Haha Ari very funny" Lazarus said sarcastically while rolling his eyes

"Get to the point laz" I said to him

"Dad said I could go with you and mom" Lazarus said smiling as I gave him a thumbs up while I pulled the cover over me

"Hey can I ask you a question" laz said pulling the cover off of me as I groaned glaring at him

"What, and don't you know to never mess with a girl when it comes to her sleep" I told laz as he chuckled

"Kinda and do you like Lauren, because when I got here she was really nice to me and I just wanted to know if she was nice to you to" Lazarus asked me looking at me seriously

"Well yeah she's nice.....but look laz I know that I seem all shy and closed off but I'm not really like that I'm just trying to close my self off so that I won't mess anything up you know" I said as looked at me confused

"Well then why are you so fun when we are at moms house" Lazarus questioned as I looked down taking a deep breath

"Because if I do anything wrong or something I won't be letting a lot of people down or have a lot of people be mad at me" I told Lazarus as he hugged me

"Hey incase you haven't noticed between the two of us when we're at moms house she's so chill and she never gets mad at us for anything and here it's exactly like that but dad and Lauren are really nice and fun but they will be strict when they have to, and to be honest with you me and mom didn't always have the best relationship with each other and when I came and lived with dad I got used to Lauren and I guess she treated me like her own and that's why I call her mom but me and mom are cool now, Ari we won't let them down because they love us to much to be mad at us okay" Lazarus said as I nodded

"Hey why do you always want to go to moms now since you live with dad now?" I questioned out of curiosity as he looked at me

"Because Ari, one I missed you and two at the end out of all of this there's only me and you, I mean yeah sure there's Jr and them but it's not the same thing you're my blood we came o to this world together and it's just you and me out of all of this and in reality it's always going to be oh yeah that's Luke's kids" Lazarus said looking at me then looking down as I gave him a hug