Our Life a Lukeren story

Why

Luke's POV

Why the hell dose this have to happen all I wanted was a normal ass fucking family and I couldn't even have that but nobody has ever stopped to think that maybe that's why I started smoking weed in middle and high school maybe that's why I started to get into fights because every now and then some ignorant little prick had something to say about my family maybe that's why I started my own gang in high school but nobody not even Lauren noticed until the last minute. But I want to thank John for being a piece of shit for a father because I know how to be a actual and great father for my kids. I guess I didn't notice I was crying until now because I felt liquid running down my face and I hurried up and wiped if off my face and got myself together and I noticed Lauren starting to stir in her sleep

"Hey babe are we almost there" I read Lauren's groggy voice rasp out a big more than usual since she woke up

"Almost, my love" I said sending her a warm smile 

"Do you wanna talk about what happened back there" Lauren said sitting up in her seat

"I don't know what you're talking about" I said acting like nothing happened

"Luke" Lauren said sternly

"Lauren" I said mocking her and she grabbed my free hand

"Babe please just talk to me" Lauren said and I took a deep breathe

"About what?! Huh, how my so called dad got some bitch pregnant and now I have brother outta no where or the fact that my family is broken or that He cheated on my mom" I said getting started up and Lauren just played with my fingers and looked down

"Babe I know and maybe there's a reason or...." Lauren started but I cut her off

"No because if he was a real father nothing that I, or anyone could have said, would've made him leave, and now that we're all grown up he expects us to be in his life hell no" I said and Lauren just nodded and held my hand and leaned over and pecked my cheek

"I love you" me and Lauren Said at the same time

"Hey get Logan and I'll that like the kids inside" I said and Lauren nodded as I pulled up in the drive way and pulled into the garage

(Soil to later that night)

"So what are we going to do the pizza should be here in a while and the kids are asleep and we already finished 2 movies" I said since I'm bored when I heard the door

"Pizzzzaa?!?!" I said excitedly and ran to the door and was disappointed when I got there

"What the hell are you doing here" I said as i looked at him

"Look I want to say sorry" he said looking at me

"Look I don't know the fuck you think you are but you can't just show up here I can beat your ass right now and from the looks of your nose i should go ahead and beat your ass" I said as I pushed him and two cars pulled up

"LUKE" my mom , Cody, Selena, Sabrina, and John said running up to me

"Son.." John started and I pushed him

"Son?!?...no, hell no I'm not your son I have no dad, I have no father...every day I wake up and hope I'm adopted because if I was then I would have to be embarrassed of this FUCKED UP GOD DAMN FAMILY" I yelled at him and my mom starts to cry and I just felt so bad but guess what so dose the truth I've been feeling this for a while now

"Luke c'mon let's just talk about this inside alright" Selena said as I nodded and we all came inside

"Look, Luke I'm sorry that this isn't the life you want and you may hate me you may hate your father, don't take it out on everyone else... I understand that you guy's relationship with your dad isn't the best but just let all the anger go" my mom said and I just looked at her and then saw Lauren come down the stairs

"Look okay I let go by letting myself think I have no father okay, I let go by smoking weed and I let go by fighting but most importantly I let go by being a better father than you have ever been to any of us" I said to John and he had looked so depressed and sad but I honestly don't care

"Luke, I can't make up for the past I know that and I'm not saying that what I choose and did wasn't my fault because it was and still is but i truly care for all three of y'all because I may have not been the beat father but I'm trying to be" John said and I just looked at him

"When's my birthday" I simply asked and John looked confused

"June 20th" John said answering my question which was wrong

"Wow really John that's not his birthday" my mom said shocked

"What?!?!" John said confused

"It's July 16th" I said and he looked down

"I haven't gotten a happy birthday from you since I was 7, am I not enough for you because you remembered theirs birthdays and you known about him, and don't tell me you haven't because one time when I was scrolling through your pictures I saw a picture of you and I'm guessing his mom but I didn't say anything because I figured that it was just a fan you know but I guess we all have our fuck ups in the family and I guess that your it" I said and John looked down and my mom ran upstairs and Sabrina Selena and Lauren ran after her and me and Cody just looked at John and Lucas

"Why would you spend all time with some one who isn't your first family and love, why did you choose to be with him instead of us" I said and John was crying and Lucas was glaring at me

"Because that was a mistake and I couldn't have his mom come out and tell the world about him and screw up everything with our family Luke I just couldn't " John said crying and Lucas was glaring at me while I smirked at johns statement

"So your saying that they were a mistake and you really don't care about them" Cody said and Lucas was getting more angry

"What I did was a mistake....but Lucas was born and I didn't meet him till he was 3 and I had to take care of him because he was my son you know" John said and Lucas just looked down

"Then choose" was all I simply said and John looked at us

"I choose to have all my kids happy and healthy and together" John said and I shook my head

"Look I am going to try and work with you because of mom and that's it" I said and John nodded slowly and went to talk to my mom

"And for you, your nothing to me got it so don't say I know you or you know me, don't say I'm your my brother , or you're my brother, don't say anything about me my kids, my wife or my siblings got it" I said and Lucas just said okay and left

Uggghhhh why is my life fucked up I though to myself .