troye
lately, i haven't really been focusing on my career, or my friends, or anything really. my mind is a horrible place right now and all i want is for everything to be okay. i'm confused, sad, and impatient; i've been having feelings lately, and i don't quite know what to do.
every time this person tweets, or uploads a video, or posts on instagram i get this weird feeling in my stomach, and i don't know if i love it or hate it. i'm too shy to even tweet this person, never mind talk to him he's way out of my league.
today i was supposed to be leaving to go to perth to record some new songs for my second album, but my head hurts too much. it's pathetic, really. i mean, how can i feel such things for someone i haven't even met? maybe, i'm just a hormonal 21 year old boy and i don't actually like him.
hell, who am i kidding? of course i like him! he's the most beautiful, caring, good hearted, pure, boy i have ever seen.
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quick a/n ; most of this story will be in dm / text form & in this story, connor and troye are famous like they are just now, but they've never met :-)
enjoy ! xx
