connor
it's been a week, and i hadn't heard a word from troye. dan, phil and tyler have been so nice to me and they believed me and knew that it wasn't me, but i still haven't confronted edsta.
con🍼: i don't want to give up, i just need you to believe me. it wasn't me, do you really think that i would do that? because if u do, ur just as bad! u know im not like that. u know how much i fucking love u, now please just answer me and tell me ur ok.
read 15:08pm
read. it says read, that's the first time he's actually read one. a second after, i saw the three buttons meaning he was typing. my heart beat sped up and my palms got sweaty, just like before as i watched the grey dots move up and down then disappear. my phone vibrated and i didn't want to look, but i couldn't stop myself really.
tro💙: no. no, no no. no. no, i didn't think that u'd do that, i put all my trust in u and guess what, connor, u DID. and now look what's happened, we're fucked. i fucking loved you, u know
con🍼: i know. but it wasn't me.
tro💙: then who the fuck was it?? did magic fairy man come and steal ur phone and break up w ur boyfriend ??? doubt it
con🍼: yes
con🍼: i mean no
con🍼: edsta is magic fairy man
tro💙: explain
con🍼: we were working for our new commonculture project and it was a photoshoot and i fell asleep on his couch. he must've got my phone, because when i woke up and went to text u good morning, our chat was gone and it all makes sense now . u just didn't give me the right chance to explain, and im sorry again okay, i love u troye
tro💙: why is everything so fucking against us, con? why??? i love u too and u know that, but honestly idk if i can do us anymore
con🍼: what,, why??
tro💙: idfk it's stressing me. ur always with edsta and i literally have been tryna talk to u for days but u just don't bother with me and it hurts and why should i be put in the position where im in a relationship with someone who doesn't give 2 shits bout me
con🍼: excuse me, i do give two shits about u. in fact i give infinite shits about u, so take that back. and yes i tried to explain to u last week why i haven't been talking to u, i'd been planning on coming to aus & surprise u there !!!
tro💙: fine, i take it back. but is there really a point ?
con🍼: fucking hell troye of course there's a point why aren't u listening, i love u & i don't want to be with any other man except from u. also,, i give u permission to kill edsta.
tro💙: ok
con🍼: what are we?
tro💙: two idiots who are so madly in love that after a fake break up and two heartbreaks they still run back to each other, still in love, prepared to be hurt again out of love
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