Broken

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CLARKE'S POV
Why? Why is she here? What happened at Yale? Lexa had straight A's in every class she had. Bellamy said that he has her in his business classes. Why was she taking business? What happened to photography? I know Richard would never influence her to choose to be something she didn't want to be. Lexa loves photography. At least she did when we were together? I guess a lot can change in a year. I guess I'm walking proof of that. One day you're drawing your girlfriend well she's asleep and the next you're not together and not drawing at all instead poking needles into people's arms and taking X-Rays. Life is so messed up.
On the other hand it feels so good today. The world around me is shattered, but the earth is still stunning.  I love this park. It's a hidden gem as Lexa used to call it. I would never do anything recreational here, but I can definitely take in its beauty from this bench

 I would never do anything recreational here, but I can definitely take in its beauty from this bench

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LEXA'S POV
yup I have to get out of this dorm. I'm so happy I got a large single room that comes with all the necessities of an actual apartment, but I need to breathe!

 I'm so happy I got a large single room that comes with all the necessities of an actual apartment, but I need to breathe!

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I don't want to run into anyone yet. I'm going to my gem. I need to get away. That's what I'll do. I'll run the trail and then sit at my favorite spot. Oh my gosh the sunset. The cotton candy sky can send chills up my body just thinking about it. I'm sure Clarke won't be there. She probably never goes to any of the places that remind her of me. Ugh. Get it together Lexa. You're a woman whom can kick ass and control her feelings. Suppress everything you feel. Remember nothing. Don't think about her. A year is long enough for any normal person to get over their soulmate right!?! Love is weakness.

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