Love me (CLEXA AU)

Its all over

"Okay well what did Lexa say? That girl must be freaking out." Octavia handed Clarke some peppermint tea.

"I haven't talked to her. If I did. She'd probably track me down and blow up my phone and yours." Clarke rubbed under her red eyes. Clarke had been crying for the last 30 minutes since Octavia picked her up to take her to hers and Ravens house.

"Clarke, you need to talk to woods. It could really help you. Who knows that girl in the photo might not even be Lexa."

"O... The photo had Lexa wearing the friendship necklaces we had as kids. Her eyes were closed, but Lexa's side profile and lips are engraved in my brain. It was her!" Clarke's voice cracked making her throat sore.

"Fuck. Yeah, her jawline is very hard to forget. Raven and I even talk about it religiously."

"I'm just so angry and broken. Lexa is my family. The love of my life. The mother of my children. My soulmate. What if this breaks us?"

"Clarke don't even think like that. Lexa wouldn't let this tear apart the family both of you worked so hard to get. You're meant to be together. I'm hurt too because Lexa never told me about this either. We've talked so much when we had dinner and she apologized to me for never saying goodbye. She also talked about how Costia was there for her, but that's it. Never anything about them having feelings for one another. Although she did say that even Costia couldn't stop her feelings for you when she took her to clubs to try and meet new people. She hated getting hit on by anyone who wasn't you. That no matter what you were the one that got away and the one she's always wanted."

"You're telling me to talk to Lexa aren't you?" Clarke put down her tea.

"Yes. I'll drive you there. Clarke?" Octavia waited till Clarke's eyes met hers. "I know there's evidence to say otherwise, but I don't think we have the full story at all. Costia has also shown us that's she a crazy bitch."

"I'll text Lexa to meet me at home right now. I'll just have to keep my mouth shut and let her explain. My temper will only worsen things. I don't want that. I don't want to lose her. I'm just a little heartbroken."

Within 30 minutes Octavia had met Clarke's house. They would have been there earlier had they not met traffic.

"Thanks Octavia. I really needed that talk to clear some of the air. Drive safe." Octavia turned the car back on and waved goodbye.

Clarke didn't see any cars in the drive way, but it didn't mean Lexa wasn't home. The brunette never parked where her fancy cars were visible. Her and Raven always find a way to 'enhance' them making the value to increase as well as have insane power.

"Lex? Are you here?" Clarke shouted well placing her purse on a near by coffee table.

"Yeah, babe! I'm in the kitchen marinating this chicken. Hey? Did we put garlic the last time we ate this meal!?" Lexa shouted.

"Ummm... I don't remember." Clarke checked the mail on the island.

"Okay! I'm seriously buying you a new car. I think is giving your car some modifications was a bad idea. That thing is a beast." Lexa laughed then reached for a kiss towards Clarke's cheek. Her lips met her cheek but Clarke tilted her head away not wanting the touch of her wife. "What's wrong?"

"I need you to tell me something. Don't lie to me either, Alexandra." Clarke stood in front of her wife, but keeping a good distance between each other.

"Alexandra? What is this? What happened. You only say my real name when you're extremely mad at me."

"Just say you promise."