Love me (CLEXA AU)

Come back to me

"Lexa please wake up. I can't do this without you. You promised to never leave me. You vowed you'd always be here whenever I needed you. That time is now! I need to see those green emerald eyes that I fell in love with ever since we were little girls in gymnastics. I need the girl who would comfort me when she noticed my hands shaking like they are now. I need the mother of my children. I need my Lexa. I need you." Clarke placed her face to kiss Lexa's hands.

A few seconds pass and Abigail notifies Clarke that her friends are here.

®: how are you, Hun?

©: I'm fine. I can't think about myself right now. All I'm thinking about is the kids and Lexa.

🐙:you have us too. We are a family, Clarke.

🔔: we would do anything for you.

©: thank you. I'm fine right now, but if you have some time maybe two of you can handle baby duty so my moms can get some sleep at the hotel across the street?

®/🐙: we are all over it!

M&M: Cierra and I will get a hotel for you too so you can hopefully take a shower, mate.

©: hah. thanks, Maia. Well nothing's changed with Lexa but I'll notify you if it does. Bell, can I talk to you?

🔔: absolutely. What's up?

The rest of the friends left the room quickly.

©: what did you do when you lost Emilia? I saw what you went through. You were both a dream that ended quickly. How do you get over that?

🔔: you don't.

©: I don't think you're doing this pep talk right, bell...

🔔: you want the truth don't you? I loved her, Clarke. I don't think I'll ever love another the way I loved Emilia. That girl was an independent, competitive romantic. Much like Lexa. I always thought we'd have forever. Sometimes forever isn't as long as you think or as long as you hoped.

©: you seem happy now though?

🔔: I am. But there's not a day that passes by that I don't think of her or wonder if we'd be married right now and have had children? I actually wanted that. I wanted that with her.

©: I can't live without her. I can already tell Aden is going to be exactly like her. Seeing him everyday will hurt so much. And Becca? Becca will definitely have her stunning eyebrows.

🔔: be thankful that you have two pieces of Lexa instead of a tiny picture in your wallet to remember the one person that meant the most to you.

©: She's the reason I breathe. How can I ever live without her?

🔔: you won't. Lexa is going to fight this. Believe me when I say that Lexa is the toughest person I've ever met. Emilia was always content with death. She was happy with her days on earth every day. She saw no reason to fight. She was alway rolling the dice with fate. Lexa used to be like that until you came along in a bigger way. I don't remember much of how you both were in high school, but Raven and Octavia told me that Lexa lived life like it was her last and that she didn't care if it was or wasn't until you both became a couple officially.

©: she was! We used to argue about it all the time. She used to talk about her death so much I started to wonder if she was suicidal. That jerk was always scaring me. I was in love with even then. When she didn't know.