Love me (CLEXA AU)

Leaving the nest

"And what exactly do you think I should do that I haven't already tried myself?" Lexa sits up straight.

"Okay well what have you tried?"

"Cierra, please don't annoy me with that therapist talk. You're my friend. It'd be nice if someone talked to me like I'm still the same Lexa Woods!"

"Fine, Lex, then who is treating you like you're someone else?"

"My wife! The one person I've ever loved! She looks at me with these sad ocean blue eyes. It hurts to see her so scared and in pain because I'm so fucking pissed off. Some times I think it's more than the fact that I can't protect them. I know I can't. And it's bullshit to think that I can. There's war. Idiotic presidents that continue to screw up. People who have the strongest views about how I should be with a man rather than love my soulmate whom is a woman. My own daughter will have the same fate and will deal with the same exact criticism. Oh my goodness and my children are so brilliant. They deserve more than I can ever give them. More than anyone can ever give them. Can you believe that in the back of my mind that I always thought that Jade wasn't good for Rosemary?" Lexa chuckles well a tear rushes down her face.

"Really? They might be a little mini clexa relationship in the making." Cierra jokes.

"I don't know. I'm really just so ridiculous sometimes."

"You shower them with love, Lex. That's all. You don't have to be ashamed of that. I believe that Clarke just thinks you try too hard. For the right reasons of course, but it's all unnecessary." Cierra places her glasses over he pen and notebook and slowly sets it down and the table next her. "Well that's enough for today. We can continue next week. Now all we can do is attend your daughter and her overly amazing girlfriends graduation."

"I guess you're probably right." Lexa sits up. "First I need to stop by my office and talk to my assistant."

"Don't take too long. You know how Clarke gets."

"I just need to make sure that Rosemary's present is ready for her and Jade for college."

"It's something over the top, I'm sure of it."

"And why can't it be something minor?"

"Lexa if you did anything half assed you wouldn't be the Lexa we all know and love. Now go and get that planet you bought For your daughter."

"It's not a planet."

"Well it's not too late. Mrs. Woods can make anything happen."

"I need a new therapist. You get me more irritated after I finish our session rather than help me."

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"Mrs. Woods! Just in time." The assistant smiled.

"I assume that means you have great news." Lexa says nervously.

"Everything is exactly how you wanted and the furniture is moving into your daughters new home as we speak. And-" the door opens.

"And I included a new landing pad so we can visit whenever we would like." Clarke walks in looking very nice.

"Clarke!" Lexa's voice cracks. "You umm you know about all of this."