Love me (CLEXA AU)

I NEED YOU

Lexa was practically running from the coffee house and realized she wasn't going to win against Clarke and gave up. Clarke didn't enjoy running, but she was motivated knowing that it was now or never. Clarke wouldn't have another chance to get Lexa to admit that she missed her former best friend even if their title left them as just friends.
Clarke needed answers on where they were at.
"Clarke, just leave me alone!" Lexa said well panting.
"No, I need to know Lexa! This is so fucking tiring! Tell me! What are we?" Clarke was now close enough to grab the girl but not close enough to where the setting was intimate to make Lexa uncomfortable.
"I can't talk about this right now" Lexa said well looking anywhere but at Clarke.
Clarke was starting to shake and mess with her hands. Lexa noticed and instantly felt this overwhelming need to comfort and calm down the love of her life.
"Clarke please don't do that. Calm down. I'm not gonna hurt you. I-I just have a lot going on with my dad. School? And well you?" Lexa wanted to pull her hair out and scream to show Clarke how stressful life has been but she fought hard to conceal her feelings.
"What's going on with Richard?!" Clarke said with pain in her eyes at the man whom was like a father to her. Lexa didn't respond. She didn't think she'd be telling Clarke like this about her father.
"LEXA! Where's Richard?!" Clarke yelled to wake up Lexa.
"He's home dying but doesn't want me acting like any things wrong. He asked me to stay at Yale but I refused that wish" Lexa let out a tear.
"Oh my gosh Lex. I'm here for you. You know that right?" Clarke was now the one holding her pain in to be the stable and strong amongst the duo.
Lexa nodded in agreement.
"I came here for him! My dad is dying, Clarke and I am here acting like it's not one of the hardest things in my life next to losing you. You're alive and I lost you! That was the worst pain I've ever have had to endeavor. I can't even imagine the pain and hole I'll feel without him or how Kennedy will feel losing the love of her life to cancer." Lexa was now getting antsy and wanted to see her father more than ever.
"KLARK... Can you please take me home." Lexa asked with a cracked voice.
"Of course. Where's your dorm?" Clarke asked
"No, Klark. I want to go home. I need to see my dad. Can you please come with me. You know the way and I really wouldn't want to ask anyone but you. I need you." Lexa said honestly.
Clarke had so much do but would drop anything for Lexa. She had put in enough hours at the internship to get away with leave for however long it would be.