I'm not safe here (Wroetoshaw/Minishaw)

Ch. 7

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Harry's POV

I wake up again and there is a horrible pain in my head and in my left wrist, what the hell happened, I can't open my eyes, what the fuck is going on, where am I and what the hell happened. It takes me a couple off seconds to figure it out, I'm at the bottom off our staircase, that's funny I don't remember walking down them, did Alfie actually just push me down the stairs.

"Harry, wake up babe" I can hear Alfie tell me as he starts to shake me, I decide that I'm not going to open my eyes, I just hope he calls an ambulance or that he goes away so I can do that myself, I just hope my phone is OK after this fall, our staircase is 14 steps so this was quite a fall.

"Harry, you need to wake up now" Alfie tells me again as he slaps me, I let out a moan, but that blows my cover off trying to play that I'm out

"are you OK?" Alfie asks me

"what happened?" I ask, I know what happened, but I need him to confirm that for me.

"you tripped and fell down the stairs" Alfie lies to me, I know he is lying, I'm not stupid, but for my own safety I need to act clueless, I need to act like he did nothing, I just want to go to the hospital, my head hurts so much and my wrist is killing me, the pain is so bad.

"yeah that sounds like me" I say as I start moaning out

"what hurts?" Alfie asks me

"my head and my wrist" I confess to him,

"this wrist?" Alfie asks me and pushes down on my left wrist, making it crack and I scream out in pain, this is not good, he has not even called the ambulance, is he just going to torture me?.

"did that hurt?" Alfie asked as he did it again, I can just feel that it's broken, my wrist is so broken, I need to get to the hospital, I need to get there soon. I can feel that the tears are running down my cheeks, I would give anything to pass out again. I just want to sleep.

"Do you need to go to the hospital?" Alfie asks me, as I'm crying on the ground

"you know I do" I tell him, trying to guilt him into taking me, I know that is not the right way to do it, but right now, I don't care, I just need to get to the hospital, I don't care how I get there

"Let's just see how it feels in the morning yeah, common I'll help you upstairs OK?, a good nights sleep will probably help" Alfie tells me as he takes my left wrist and drags me to my feet, my head is pounding and I scream out in pain as he touches my wrist, I can't do this. I can feel the bones move inside my arm, It's so clearly broken, I think Alfie might have done more damage to it by pushing on it and dragging me up, that would not surprise me. I think I might have to wait until he has fallen asleep so I can call for help.

"Alfie, take me to the hospital, I beg you" I say as I feel like I'm passing out again

"I told you, we will go in the morning"

"this can't wait until the morning, I need to go there now"

"nahh, it's late and I don't really want to get out now, I don't feel comfortable driving in the dark" he tells me as he helps me to our bed. He then lays me down and takes my clothes off, If he is going for sex I swear to god I will kick him in the balls, I'm in to much pain. But Alfie clearly does not care about that at all, after he is done taking my clothes off he goes on to take his off, I can see what he wants.

"please Alfie not now, I can't, I don't feel well"

"why do you never want to do anything?"

"I do, just not tonight, I need to go to the hospital, I'm in to much pain"

"well you know orgasm's help with pain" he tells me as he proceeds kissing my neck, I just moan out, not from pleasure, but unfortunately that's how he takes it, this is probably the worst I've ever felt. I am in tears the hole time, the sex only stops after he has gotten what he needs out off it, It's just like I'm his own personal sex toy, I never get anything in return. It's all about him and has always been.

"can you get me some pain meds before we go to sleep?" I beg Alfie

"get it yourself, I'm tired, I have a big day tomorrow, I probably have to wait for you at the hospital all day, I also have to film and edit a video for tomorrow, did you forget, I always upload on Sundays, why do you never think about anyone but yourself?" he asks me as he turns away from me, clearly annoyed.

I just wait until he falls asleep, I'm trying so hard not to cry. My head feels like it's full off bricks and my arm and wrist feel like they are pounding, I can see how swollen it is, but I just have to lay still and wait for Alfie to fall asleep. It's almost 2 in the morning, he has to fall asleep soon.