I'm not safe here (Wroetoshaw/Minishaw)

Ch. 26

- 2 weeks later - 

Simon's POV

Harry has not been himself for a long time now, I know he thinks that everything that happened to Alfie is his fault, but he has to understand that Alfie brought this on himself, he should never have done this, no one deserves to be mentally broken down, or abused like Harry has, but he has a hard time coming to terms with it all, I have an idea off how I could possibly fix the situation, but it might also go horribly wrong. 

"Harry, can you come here for a bit?" I call to his room

"what is it?"

"I want to run something by you"

"yeah fine, I'll be there in 2 minutes OK?"

"yeah, take your time" I say as I wait for Harry, I put up my camera and everything is at the ready. 

"what is it?" Harry asks as he walks in to my room, he spots the camera right away and looks at it questioning what I'm doing. 

"sit down"

"where?" Harry asks and I point to my bed, in front off the camera

"what are you doing Simon, what is this?"

"I'm not going to force you to do anything, but I really think this is a good idea, so just hear me out OK?"

"yeah OK"

"I think you should talk about everything, and I think you should have it on tape so you can watch it back and realize how wrong you have been treated, he hurt you, he damaged you, you need to start seeing that, you did nothing wrong, he was the one that was in the wrong and he got rightly punished for that"

"Simon, I don't want to have this up on youtube, I don't want everyone to see this"

"no one has to see this, this is just for you and no one else"

"I don't know man"

"trust me, I think it will really help you get over everything, you need to let it all out, no matter how hard it is, you need to let it all go. If you are going to get back to your old self then you need to do something to let go off all the guilt, and don't even try to tell me that you are not feeling guilty over this, I know you are, I know you to well." I tell him as I give him a big hug, I can feel the tension in his body slip away and he hugs me back. 

"thank you Simon"

"now I will be down in the living room, just lock the door and speak from the heart, you can come and find me when you are done, and we will do something fun OK"

"yeah OK" Harry tells me and then he takes a deep breath and I turn around and walk through the door

"Simon wait" I hear him call

"yeah?"

"stay here, with me?" Harry asks me

"are you sure?"

"yeah, I can't do this alone" Harry tells me and I just nod, then I walk back into my room and sit down at my desk behind the camera and then press record when Harry gives me a sign that he is ready to start.