I'm not safe here (Wroetoshaw/Minishaw)

Ch. 42

Harry's POV

"Alfie, don't do this" I tell him as I put my hands in the air, I'm terrified off him, and I know he can see it

"give me one reason why I should not do it, you ruined my life"

"no, you did that yourself"

"say that one more time" he tells me as he takes one step closer to me

"I'm not responsable for your life going downhill, you have only yourself to blame for that, You can't blame anyone else, You decided to push me down the stairs, you decided to re brake my arm in the hospital, you decided to brake in to the Sidemen house and threaten me and Vikk and then you stabbed Simon, no one is to blame for that but yourself, and you can't put this on me"

"shut the fuck up" Alfie screams at me

"this time I wont, you don't control me anymore, I am stronger now, I'm not the kid that you left broken, at the bottom off the stairs 3 years ago, this time I'm happy, I'm in a good relationship and my life is going good, I know I did wrong when it came to everything going down, I should not have taken it to twitter and that is on me, and I'm sorry for that"

"you ruined my life"

"no, you know I did not, I made mistakes, I wont say that I did not, my biggest mistake in your hole relationship was that I did not leave sooner, I should have left a lot sooner, then maybe all off this would not have happened, but I was a stupid kid and I believed that I deserved all off this, but now I know that I did not, I'm just sorry that I did not see it sooner and leave as soon as everything started, because you broke me down" I tell him and I can see him getting more and more angry, but he is also crying. 

"you can't do anything right"

"that is the thing Alfie, I can do the right thing, and you can do the right thing to, you don't have to do this, you don't have to do anything, you can just go now and I will pretend that this did not happen, just go now"

"why should I, I want you to pay for what you did, you put me in jail, and you need to pay for that"

"Alfie, listen to be for once, You will be going back to jail if you shoot me, that is just a fact, and if you go to jail again, you wont get out, because stabbing Simon was just attempted murder, and you got off lightly for that, but if you shoot me, then you will most likely kill me, and then you would have come here just for that, and that will get you life in prison, you don't want that, you can just go now, and live your life, if you do now, I will tell the police that I was mistaken and that you were never here, just do the right thing for you, and leave."

"why would you do that?"

"because I care, I don't want you to rot in a prison cell, I thought I did, but I really don't, I want you to be happy and I want you to find love again"

"no one loves me"

"that is just bullshit, your mom loves you, and your dad, and your sister, and your family, you made a mistake, and you paid for that, but this here is just making it worse, and you don't need that, I don't need that, we should just move on and close this chapter"

"I don't want to let you go, I love you" Alfie cries 

"but I don't love you anymore, I'm sorry" I tell him

"don't do this to me Harry, come with me, we can be happy again, I promise I will be better"

"no, I can't go back to you, I love Simon"

"I guess this is goodbye then" Alfie tells me as he takes the gun and as I think he is about to pull the trigger and shoot me, he points it at himself, and then I hear a shot go off, and Alfie himself falls to the ground. 

Who saw that coming?