Harry's POV
I was a bit shaken up after that run in. Simon just takes me home because I don't want to be out anymore, I don't want to go to dinner anymore, I just ask Simon if he can bring me home, and he does.
"you can go out again if you want to, I don't want to ruin your dinner as well"
"It's fine, I'm not bothered, we can just order in and have a relaxing evening, I'm fine with it" Simon told his boyfriend as he hugged him tight
"thank you, I just feel so stressed because off all off this"
"I know babe, I know"
"I just feel like there is someone watching me all the time, I feel like something bad could happen at any moment, I can't help it, I'm just so nervous"
"I know telling you to relax will not help you in any way, but I need to tell you to relax, I'm here for you, whatever you need"
"thank you Simon, I don't know what I did to deserve you" I say as I hug him tight
"you did nothing, you deserve the world and I'm just here to give it to you, I love you Harry Lewis and I will try my best to keep you safe"
"thank you" I smile at him, he always knows how to make me smile.
"now go, have a nice shower and I will order us some food, then we will just find something on Netflix and just relax, does that sound OK?" Simon tells me and I just nod, that does sound good, perfect actually, I need to calm down and I can't live my life afraid off what Alfie might or might not do to me, or Simon, I can't control him and I just need to except that something might happen, I'm going to get a restraining order against him, I need to do it, for my sake as much as Simon's, I can't let him be hurt again, not because of me.
"Harry, what do you want for dinner?"
"I don't really care"
"OK Nando's or Wagamamas " Simon called out again
"I'm in the mood for sushi"
"you are always in the mood for sushi, but I don't eat fish" Simon laughed
"order yourself something else then, there are plenty off things on there, you don't need to eat fish" Harry laughed and Simon just nodded as he laughed as well.
"hey Si" I say as he picks up the phone and is about to call
"yeah?" he asks
"thank you for today, thank you for everything you do for me" I say as I wrap him in my arms.
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I'm not safe here (Wroetoshaw/Minishaw)
FanfictionWords can hurt just as much as your fist's do. emotional abuse is just as serious as physical abuse. It's never OK to intentionally hurt someone else. (covers abuse, emotional and physical)
