Camila | Rafinha Alcántara (ON A HEIST)

| Ocho. |

** Warning, it's a pretty long chapter.**

| Rafa's Pov |

Fuck ...

I was terrified. No response came out of her mouth. Just the looks of shock and disappointment. 'That's it. I ruined it. It's over.'  I thought. I struggled to speak and find the right words but again, nothing came out. She just stood there looking away obviously not sure what to say. I don't blame her.

"I— I'm sorry Lu. I know I shouldn't have—"  She cut me off.

"Why the hell would you do that if you know you have a girlfriend? How will she react to this if she saw? It's pretty damn clear you found someone legit in a couple of days and literally flew her all the way over here and you have the nerve to kiss me the only time we are alone?"

" Is it a crime to meet someone and have them meet my family? So what if it was in a couple days and I flew her here? At least I never keep them a secret unlike you. It's about fucking time I find someone new right? After all last time I checked you were head over heels for Thi." I responded angrily with a hint of hurt.

• Luna's Pov •

Hell no.. I can't believe he said that. He doesn't know shit in my perspective and what I fucking feel. Yeah I know I probably exaggerated due to my reaction when he kissed me. But the thing is, why would he kiss me while having a girlfriend? Does it mean he doesn't love Gabriela and he loves me? Was he just using her to make me jealous? Was he just playing me and made my hopes why? We don't know but I for sure know he fucked with my feelings right about now. And I'm kind of hurt as well.

"FIRST OF ALL RAFAEL I NEVER SAID IT WAS A FUCKING CRIME. SECOND, I DON'T RECALL KEEPING SOMEONE A SECRET AND IF I DID, OBVIOUSLY I WOULD SO I WOULD KNOW IF MY RELATIONSHIP WAS REAL AND WOULD GO SOMEWHERE IN LIFE AND NOT HAVE MY FAMILY GO AFTER IF IT DIDN'T. THIRD, I DON'T LOVE THI. IN FACT, I DID AND HE LOVED ME. YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FELT HAVING YOUR PARENTS FORCE YOU TO BE WITH SOMEONE, YOU CONSIDER A BROTHER, AND HIM HAVING TO DO THE SAME AND IT AFFECT HIM TOO. WE COULD'VE DATED SINCE WE LOVED EACH OTHER SO MUCH. BUT I CHOSE NOT TO, AND HE WAS HURT. WHY DO YOU THINK WE HAVENT SPOKEN IN 3 YEARS. SO AFTER ALL, I DID HAVE FEELINGS AT SOME POINT BUT IM FUCKING GROWN AND KNOW WHAT ARE FEELINGS, AND I MADE MY MIND BUT YOU'D NEVER KNOW." by then, I was already forming some tears. How dare he man. I can't. I just want him to leave.

"AND YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS SEEING SOMEONE YOU LOVE BE WITH THEIR OWN BROTHER ALL YOUR LIFE." He replied with his voice cracking as if he's going to cry.

"Well now you don't have to worry about that anymore. I'm sure he's moved on. And you found someone else as well." I quietly said.

"I'm gonna go for a walk. You can stay, just text me when you leave." I muttered.
"Here we go again.. you running away from the truth as always." Rafa muttered.
I looked back and walked towards him as if I was gonna be the one kissing him. Nope. I slapped him.

(A/n : I will be adding some recommendations of songs that I feel would fit parts of the chapters of the story. It'd be great if you took a listen but you don't have to!)

» Seal it with a Kiss - Prince Royce

As I made my way out of my room, I felt a hand on my wrist and pulled me, making me turning around and I was quickly met by his lips crashing onto mine. It was a very rough, yet a passionate kiss. He pushed me against the wall, and continued to kiss my roughly down my neck. I couldn't resist it, I've wanted this so much as well. I know I should stop since he has Gabriela but honestly I don't care. I love him and well he started it.

| Rafa's Pov |

I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to me, and smashed my lips onto hers and kissed her so roughly cause I was so angry. But I know I love her. I trailed my lips down to her neck, probably leaving her marks that she'll probably have to cover up. I put my arms around her waist protectively and pressed her closely against me, and put my hands underneath her shirt and the rest.... well, you should know.

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A/n : unedited, therefore, excuse any errors.

ahahahaha I didn't even notice I spelled four wrong in Spanish of the title. I legit thought it was quarto instead of "cuatro". I can speak/understand/write in Spanish 😂. I just can't pronounce everything perfectly and blah blah.
I'll make sure to double check everything next time lmao.
My apologies.
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