To be or not to be........a Cougar

Ch 16 .... Hold me

I know that this really needs to be edited........... I will get to that when this story is finished. OK?~~~~~~






Jocelyn's POV


"What do you want Marcus? I said all that I had to say to you years ago. There is nothing, no longer here for you. Please leave. And don't come back here or to my job." I said then started to close the door. He put his foot in the doorway so I couldn't close the door. "You didn't answer my question Joss. Are you seeing someone?" He asked with an irritated look on his face. "What I do in my personal time, is non of your concern anymore. Who I see, whether they be a friend, a fuck buddy, or a future husband is non of your concern. You see, you gave up the rights to any and all of this the night I caught you fucking another woman in my home that caused me to lose my child that I was carrying. Then you were the one to ask for a fucking divorce while I was still at the fucking hospital. So please leave before I call the fucking cops." I said as I tried to close the door but he still wouldn't leave.

He took a step inside then grabbed my arm that he already bruised earlier. I heard Domnick clear his throat behind me as he pulled me behind him saying, "She asked you nicely to leave but if you don't take your dam hands off her her, you won't have to worry about the cops." Domnic said as he lightly pulled me behind him staring at Marcus directly in the eyes.

Marcus had a strange murderous look on his face, then he smiled like he was up to something before Domnic closed and locked the door in Marcus' face.

Leaning my head against Domnic's back, I played with the string of his mask while I wondered will I ever be happy? Should I really give Domnic a chance for my heart? I've waited patiently for so long for the right man to love me. I've secretly dated other guys that Star knows nothing about but they only wanted 1 thing from me. When they saw that they weren't getting it, they disappeared. But there is something about Dominic that is different from the guys I've dated. I thought that Marcus was that man for me but obviously, I was wrong.

Before I could finish my thoughts of, if I should or should not be a cougar, I felt a pair of strong hands and arms wrap around me from behind. I leaned my head back against Domnic's chest and just sighed.


Domnic's POV


That M.F. put his hands on my baby again. I'm gonna have to make a phone call, I see. Jocelyn looks and sound so tired. Maybe I should just take her upstairs to lay down and fix her some breakfast. "Baby, I'm gonna take you on up to lay down and I'll go fix you something to eat?" I said as I picked her up bridal style and started to take her up the staircase.

She showed me to her room while laying her head on my shoulder. Opening the door and walking towards the bed, I gently placed her on the bed and began to walk back downstairs. I took 2 steps before Jocelyn spoke up, "Domnic, I'm not hungry. Will you just lay down with me? Please? For you to just hold me is all I need."

The look in her eyes broke me. I wanted to dig into that pussy earlier. To have her calling out my name while I'm claiming what's mine. To fuck her into submission into being mine and only mine. I now know that I don't want any other female than Jocelyn.

I had wanted to prove that to her tonight but I'm willing to wait as long as my parents don't get involved. I need to have Jocelyn to know the man that I am inside before my parents show up next month for family week for the graduating class. If she finds out who they are before I tell her, she could possibly not want to be with me all together.

But for now, I'm gonna just hold my baby like she asked and give her all the love that I have for her and hope that my love will be enough.



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Hey guys,

I had wanted to update earlier, but it's not easy to work while sneaking to type this while I'm on the clock, and type this on my cell phone at that. But I like you guys..........




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