To be or not to be........a Cougar

Ch 38 .... There's no place like home....

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Jocelyn's POV

Before Domnic and his mother showed, I was remembering the conversations that I had with my parents.......

"Jocelyn, I can't believe that you fell in love with some young ass boy.   Some young ass rich boy at that.   What do he really want with you?   You are what, 5 or 10 years older than him?   Is it just sex that you both are after?   Did you just break up with Marcus to become some whoring, floozy ass Cougar?   That's disgusting!   Why can't you try to work things out with Marcus?   He lost a child too.   Don't you think that you are hurting him with this so-called relationship with this Domnic?  At least Marcus is your age.   He knows you better than this boy that seems to only want to party with younger women.   He's all over the news and television just about every other night.  Myra, talk some sense into your daughter!" my father screamed before he slammed the door walking away from me.

"Jocelyn, dear, your father and I just don't understand what it is that you 2 see in each other.   You both seem to be on a different path in life.   From what we see on the television and on the news, he doesn't even seem to be the type to be in love with only 1 woman at a time, if you know what I mean." my mother said while trying to calm down the situation.   "Mom, I understand that what you guys saw on the T.V. is upsetting but I can assure you that he is nothing like that.   He is only doing those things because of Alex and her father.   They are trying to take over his family's business.  If you would just let me explain the truth about Marcus and Domnic, then you will see why I am in love with Domnic and why I will marry him."  

After I told her everything about Marcus and the divorce he wanted, I then told her how he attacked me and friends who wanted to date me.   "That's why Domnic is faking his relationship with Alex because he is trying to keep me safe from Marcus."   I also explained that Domnic wants to get married now and that his family is thrilled with our relationship but he is willing to wait because of the situation with Marcus back in Canada and that I hadn't talked to my parents yet.   After explaining everything to my mom, she said that she understands and that she will try to get my father to understand as well.   She isn't 100% convinced herself but she has given Domnic and I her blessing but my father will be a little harder to convince.

That conversation was a little over 2 weeks ago and my parents haven't talked to me yet.   On my way back from getting my release papers so I can go to work, I received a call from Mrs Sanders wanting to have lunch.   Throughout lunch, she kept starring and asking if everything was OK, Star hadn't made it yet to New York and I had no one to talk to.   I broke down and told Mrs Sanders everything about the problem that I am having with my parents and how they want me back with my Ex.  The last thing I had told her was that my father had also said, that if I didn't break up with Domnic soon, then he would forget that he had a daughter.

While I was having my flashback of my parents conversation, I didn't notice that Domnic and his mother had walked in until Domnic said, "We need to talk, Thickness. I think that I need to remind you of what we are to each other. Come with me......"  Taking his hand, Domnic led me to the rooftop to talk.

Domnic POV

When we reached the exit for the roof, I keyed in the code for the alarm not to go off as we walked out onto the rooftop to talk.  I led her to the greenroom that was built for my mother for when she wanted to get away from work for a while or when dad and her just wanted to be alone.  "This is my parents little get away.   We wont be bothered here.   You'd looked a little sad or upset back in my moms office.   Do you want to talk about it?" I asked her when I caressed the side of her face.   She turned her face into my palm and sighed.   It felt like she didn't want me to know what was wrong.   It was killing me not to know what to do to help her.   I need her to talk to me.   I took her hand and noticed that she wasn't wearing the ring that she promised not to take off.   I didn't say anything as I walked her over to the couch that was in the room.   She went to sit down on the other end but I grabbed her and pulled her onto my lap saying, "It's been 3 agonizing months without you, please... don't keep anymore distance between us." I said as I kissed her ring-less ring finger.

We stared at each other for a few minutes before tears started to roll down her beautiful face.  She then whispered, "I shouldn't be here with you, but I can't stay away.   My parents have seen the news and gossip shows about you and Alex.   They are basically ashamed of me for becoming a Cougar and falling in love with you.   My father has threatened to disowned me if I don't break up with you.   he wants my back with Marcus...."   Before she could even finish that sentence I told her, "Over my dead body!   Do they know what he put you through.   Or what he's capable of doing when he doesn't get what he wants or when someone shows interest in you?"   Before I let my anger of what her father wants, I tried to calm down but only did when she laid her head on my chest.   I have to giver her what she wants.   I will not cause her to be without her family and unhappy, so I  asked her, "Thickness, tell me what do you want and I will do it.  You know how I feel for you.   And you know the reasons why I am only pretending to be in this relationship with Alex.  But, I wont cause you any problems with your parents.  I would rather you find love with someone else before your father calls Marcus.   So, tell me what do you want, and I will do it.   If I have to give you up for you to be happy and away from Marcus, then I will."   

When Jocelyn stood up to walk to the door, I though that she was leaving so, I stood up as well.   But when I heard the lock click I stopped in my tracks and looked at her.   She turned back around to look at me only to raise her hands to the back of her neck and unsnap the back of her dress.   All of a sudden the dress slipped off that body that I have dreamed of for the past 3 months.   When she stepped out of it, a moan and the word "SHIT!" escaped my mouth as I licked my lips because she was only wearing a see through lace bra with the matching garters and thigh highs and black stilettos and no panties.   She walked to me and started to undress me, saying, "I want you to kiss me, until we both can't breathe, then I want you to make love to me like your life depended on it.  

She took off my jacket and placed it on a nearby table, then she unbuttoned by dress shirt and put it on and left it open.   Man.... she look hot as fuck!   As she unbuckled my pants, both my boxers and pants fell at the same time.   Kicking off my shoes, I stepped out of the clothes and was standing infrot of my baby, butt ass naked.   When she saw how excited Jr was to see her, the moan that came from her was too much for me.  I grabbed her and picked her up, wrapping her legs around my waist, saying, "Your wishes are my commands." as I gave her the kiss that she asked for while walking us back to the couch to sit down.   While still kissing, I slowly slid JR inside her slick folds that has become home to me.   It was evident that my baby only waited for me to give her what she wanted and needed.   She was so tight, I didn't think that I was going to be able to fit it all inside her.  She grunted as if it was becoming uncomfortable and I stopped.   "Don't stop Domnic...please.   I need you, all of you." she said and I couldn't take it any more.   I pulled her all the way down on my shaft until I was ba!!s deep and I covered her scream with another kiss.   I then whispered in her ear "There's no place like home."    For hours, I ignored the phone calls and text messages as I made love to my woman like my life depended on it......

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Hello people.......

I know that this story may seem a bit long and I promise to try and complete it before Xmas so I can finish up on 'Some Deals Are Meant To Be Broken' before I get cursed out again.   I think that I will be just a reader after that story.   I think that I am a better reader than a writer.   Maybe one day, in the far future, I may write again.   But it will be completed before it is to be posted.   What do you guys think......read more or write again after I've done some recon on more juicy stuff?   Open to constructive criticism.........

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