To be or not to be........a Cougar

Ch 17 .... Emotions make you cry sometimes....

Jocelyn's POV

I woke up to the most beautiful sight that I've seen in my life. Domnic's mask was off and he was still asleep. He sounded like he might've been having a good dream. I heard him mumble my name then that gorgeous smile of his appeared. I can't believe that he's dreaming about me.

While he slept, I took the time to look him over since I was up this close to him. He had one of those low hair cuts that was blended in just right. Those eyelashes were so long, thick and curly. Shit I wish that my eyelashes could look like this. A strong jaw with high cheek bones. Dam those sexy as lips. So full, I just wanna lick them while he is asleep.

Oh hell, where is his shirt? Why is he teasing me like this, and in his sleep? I noticed a beauty mark on the right side of his nipple as my eyes travel the outline of his broad shoulders, well defined muscular arms, and his hairless chest all the way down to his stomach that was begging me to dip my tongue into his navel and slowly lick my way back up to his lips.

Biting my lip, I start to wonder what would his chest and stomach taste like if I licked it. Mmmmm, just the freaking thought of it was getting me warm. Lost in thought of his body, I didn't notice that he was watching me watching him. How long was he awake and watching me? When I finally looked up, I looked right into his sleepy eyes and smiling face.

"Good morning Thickness." he said with the sexiest sleepy voice. Oh hell, the things that his voice do to me. "Morning. Did you sleep well?" I asked not sure if he was comfortable or not. "I slept pretty good. It could have been better though." "Why's that?" I asked, curiously. "You didn't sleep very well. You were having a bad dream for a while. I had to sing you back to sleep for you to calm down. What were you dreaming about, if you don't mind my asking?" "I was dreaming about my child that I lost. It's just taking me longer to get over it I guess. I have that same dream every time Marcus works my nerves. I'm sorry that I woke you up." I said as I began to get out of bed. I went to get up but his arms tightened up on me then I hear him say, "Don't ever apologize to me for having a bad dream. I'm just glad that I was here to calm you down so you could get some rest."

We laid back in bed for about another 30 minutes, not saying anything. It was so peaceful just to lay in his arms while he sung to me. I thought back to what we did and didn't do at the club last night and what almost happened last night until we were so rudely interrupted. I kinda felt bad that we didn't go for round 2 like Domnic and I both wanted. Hmmm, I wonder....................

When I glanced at the clock, I noticed that it was after 11:30 on a Saturday morning. I actually had nothing to do today but grade the tests from Friday. Still listening to him sing to me while rubbing on my thighs was causing me to get a little hot in here. I should take a shower to cool off before he get something started this morning. But I still feel bad for last night.

The thought of the look in his eyes when we were headed upstairs was making me moan again and wonder if I could per-sway him to take a shower with me. If something should happen then, oh well.

Domnic's POV

We laid back in bed for about another 30 minutes, not saying anything. It was so peaceful just to lay there with her in my arms while I sung to her. All of a sudden, she moaned and looked at me with a look that had my dick starting to jump. If she knew what her moans did to me. She looked up biting her lip and said, "I'm sorry that round 2 was interrupted last night. I was really looking forward to seeing your version of 2pac's 'Hail Mary'. It's been a very long time since someone took me for a ride. I'll just get up and take a shower then go fix us something to eat." She said then started to get out of my arms. Before that beautiful body of hers could reach the covers, I had flipped her over on her back and laying between those famous thick ass thighs.

"And where do you think that you were going? Since there is no class today, how about I'll be your teacher today and teach you a few things that your body will need to get used to. Since it's been a couple years for me as well, once I claim your heart then this sexy ass body of yours, I don't think that I will be able to stay out of it." I said as I leaned down to kiss her like I did in the dream I just had.

She wrapped her arms around my neck while I slowly pulled up the dress that she still had on. Once that was off, I looked her over. Smiling to myself, the song that was playing on her playlist seemed to be appropriate for what was about to happen..........Trey Songz 'Dive In'. And that's exactly what I did. I licked the top of her chest. I noticed that her bra opened from the from front instead of the back. Interesting, I thought. "Very slowly, I want you to take that bra off for me." Once she finished that, I eyed her expressions while I licked all around her right nipple. Never touching it. Then I went to her other nipple and did the same thing. She started to moan a little. I remembered that last night I had 3 fingers in her to get to the spot that I wanna pound into. The visions of what happened last night was going through my head then my HEAD started to throb just thinking about her riding me. It's been too long for me, I have to slow this down to make sure that she is well taken cared of before I am.

Again, I started on her breasts. They were so fucking soft and heavy in my hands. I had to tune out her moans and move my way down her body. Licking all over her body just to taste her. I needed to even know what her ass cheeks tasted, so I slowly pulled her thongs off with my teeth then flipped her over to lick both cheeks. while I had her on her hands and knees, I moved down towards the edge of the bed. I laid back down on my back an placed my feet flat on the floor. I reached up and grabbed her by the waist and pulled her atop of me. When she squealed, I just laughed an asked her, "Would you feed me breakfast first?" I spread those lips and ate my breakfast like a good boy until she graced me with some milk right afterwards. When she tried to get up, I grabbed those hips and said, "Mom always said that I need to clean my plate. So stop moving and let me clean my plate, Thickness."

When I finished, I used her thighs to wipe my mouth clean while I lifted myself up and pulled my pants down and slid them off with my feet. I pulled her to my lap and I sat up on the edge of the bed with her legs wrapped around me. Starring into her eyes, "I want you so much,baby. But are you sure you want this. With a younger man? Hell, with me? Cause once we start, I don't think that I'll be able to stop." She leaned over to my ear, licked it then said, "Make love to me before I change my mind Mr Sanders." That's it! My mind snapped. I wrapped my arms around her while she was still leaned over. I place the head at her entrance. She slowly slid down the shaft, stopping every now and then, to adjust to my size each time she went lower to take more of me in. I have never in my life, been inside a woman, that was this fucking hot. At the same time, we both breathed out an "Oh.........Shit!"

She was so fucking hot and tight, I wasn't sure if I was gonna last long enough to make sure that she was good. She started to move a little, real slow. We kept that pace for a while. It felt like forever that she was just riding and grinding me. Her mouth was at my ear the whole time and I was storing all those moans, gasps, and love sounds she was making the entire time. We made love at this slow pace for about an hour until she said, "Don't stop. I've been empty inside for so long. Can you always fill this void inside of me? If so, I'm yours. I will always be yours as long as you can fill this void. Just don't break me when you leave me......"

That day, right after she told me she takes the shot, we made love for hours and hours with no interruptions. And in so many positions. We didn't even speak. The only things you could hear was the radio playing. It was so emotional. Even for me. I had tears in my eyes every time she cried out my name in ecstasy. It was after 6pm by the time we finally stopped. I did exactly what I set out to do, I claimed what was mines. Without noticing it, she claimed what was hers too.

I knew she was satisfied when she couldn't even speak when we both came at the same time. I pulled her atop of me while I was still in her and we both fell asleep in that position. But right before I closed my eyes, I whispered "This was just the beginning......I not gonna leave you.....I love you Jocelyn....."

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Hey guys, if this was just the beginning, what do you think is coming up next?

SMOOCHES..................