To be or not to be........a Cougar

Ch 26 .... Story time

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 2 chapters back to back........ I must really like you guys.......

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SMOOCHES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jocelyn's POV

Waking up, again I noticed that Domnic was spooning me.  I could tell that he was awake because he was lightly stroking my thighs with his fingertips.   I did not know that making love to this man would ever feel so.......exhaustingly, perfectly, right.   Having sex with Marcus never felt like this.  I don't know why I ever loved him.  Domnic is the only man that I've been with other than Marcus and I pray he will be my last.  I don't think that I could handle another heartbreak.   Before I knew it, a tear started to roll.  I was having flashbacks of Marcus and I the night I believe I conceived our precious baby............

Flashback......

Slap... "Where the hell have you been Joss?   Didn't I tell you to come straight here after your class?  I'm horny.  If you don't want me fucking around, you need to give me what I want when I want it.  Now get on your knees and take care of me.  And no teeth this time fat ass!"  he said as he sat down on the chair in the kitchen.  When I finished servicing him, he made me swallow it.  Then he told me to turn around.  Doing what I was being told, he leaned me over the kitchen counter and lifted up my skirt and ripped off my underwear and saying "For some reason, your pussy is the best but not the only pussy that I can fuck."   He then dry fucked me till he came again.  All while he fucked me, he kept saying that he was the only man that would have me.  That no other man would ever want me because I wasn't pretty to them.  I was pretty to him though.  And that he would take care of me because he loved me so much.   But If I wanted to keep him, I needed to please him and only him.  When he came again, I felt different.  Right then, I knew that I was pregnant and I knew that I was trapped.   Because after he finished with me, he said that I was his and only his.  I could never leave him because of that, especially if I was carrying his child.

End of Flashback...........

I was silently crying and I wasn't sure of why I was crying.  Though I lost my baby, I was no longer with Marcus.   I am now with a wonderful man that loves me.  I know it's true when I look into his eyes.  Domnic noticed my tears and stopped, only to hold me closer to him and ask "Baby, I'm sorry, did I hurt you this morning?  Was I too rough with you?  What's wrong baby?   Talk to me.   Baby, please don't cry.   Seeing you in tears, kills me." he says as he tries to console me.

Domnic's POV

I woke up thinking about my baby laying next to me with the look of content on her face.  I started to stroke her thighs till I noticed a tear rolling off her cheek.   Quickly, I took my hands off her thighs thinking that I must have hurt her this morning.   I must have been too rough.  I just got lost in everything about Jocelyn this morning and I couldn't help myself.   "Baby, I'm sorry, did I hurt you this morning?  Was I too rough with you?  What's wrong baby?   Talk to me.   Baby, please don't cry." I begged her to talk to me.  "No, Domnic.  Everything from last night to this morning was..........pure ecstasy.  I'm sorry to scare you.  I was just having another flashback about the past with Marcus.  I am crying because I don't want anyone to come in between what we are building with each other.  And I think that Marcus will try something.   Something soon.   It's not like him to bow out of getting what he wants." she says as she starts to cry a little more.  Listening to her made me think that there was something more to this, to their past relationship.

"Jocelyn, when you are ready, I want you to tell me about your relationship with Marcus.   I think that if I knew what he put you through, I can try to repair what he's broken." I said hoping that she will tell me one day.  But the next thing she did gave me hope about all the crazy crap that the both of us were going through.  She had me to sit up with my back to the headboard.   She crawled in between my legs, laid back and got comfortable, laughing and started off with, "Once upon a time..................."  

When she finished telling me everything about her life, I wanted to kill Marcus, but doing that would only take me away from Jocelyn.   After that text from Mac, something was telling me to tell her everything about Alexandria.   Thickness should know that I did sleep with Alex once, but afterwards she became clingy and stalkerish.  I had found out that she knew before I did about the marriage and figured that's why she came on to me at that Christmas Party where she got me so drunk that I slept with her.  Once I was told about that poker deal and that I had to marry Alex, I was like 'Hell No'.  She started to be everywhere I was and was trying to get with me.  That's why I went to college a whole state away from home.  After I finished my story, things felt a whole lot better with Jocelyn and I.  She knew that I did not want to be with Alex and I knew that Thickness no longer had feelings for her Ex.   But we both felt that they both were gonna try to break us up before our wedding.  There were no secrets between her and I.   Thickness then told me that she saw Marcus at the club last night with some young lady that she saw before.  I knew it had to be Alex.

Jocelyn and I talked for hours about Alex and Marcus then we decided to plan the wedding.   I wanted to keep it private but she didn't' want to hide anymore.   She wanted our relationship public once I graduated next week.   I had explained to her that she had nothing to worry about.  I was gonna graduate whether Marcus turned us in or not.  Hell, the President of the school and the Dean already knew about us and was OK with it.  Especially once I explained how I waited till I had all my credits before I pursued her without her knowledge.   I wanted to make her smile again.  "Lets take that shower now, we have something important to do.   Unless you want to go for another round?"   "Lets take that shower and go.  You need to feed me before I can handle another round with you and all that stamina you got........."