Hidden world

Chapter 26

Rumis POV !!!!!!!

I hate it when I cry like this, I can't ever stop, unless for like a couple of hours or minutes or when I'm sleeping. I didn't get mad over Alexis kissing Camen, well I couldn't it made me happy that she actually liked someone. I rather her just yell at me then hurt Sean, it wasn't fair, it wasn't his fault. It's all mine, I put my hands through my hair and began to pull on it, why am I so stupid?

I let my curiousness get the best of me, I wondered if I could actually like him more if I kissed him. I also wanted to do that cause he was in so much pain, that I could make him forget about it. All I did was bring him more pain, by Alexis, I just don't get it!

The side of my brain was burning, like fire and the high pitched noise filled my ears; my hands went off my head and my fist clenched. Something's controlling me, my legs started to move towards where Sean is, he was sitting on the floor frowning. I raised my fist up and right before I was going to sling my fist he moved and looked up at me. I froze, what was I just going to do just then.

" Kiss and kill." Sean grabbed my hand," but not today."

" I wasn't, I wasn't I uh-" he cut me off

" so let Alex kill me, I don't care, I love you." He pulls me down and my lips land on his, but this kiss was different, I didn't feel anything about it being awkward, he pulled away," please love me."

" let's get you back inside the cave." I mumbled, getting off of him

" Don't ignore my statement." Sean growled

" I'm sorry, I just, I don't know how I feel." My face was getting hotter

" of course you don't." He held out his hand, I grabbed it and helping him get up felt like I was trying to pick up a truck

" if Alex try's to hurt me, don't get in her way." Sean mumbles

" if I don't she will kill you." I exclaimed

" Not if you tell her that you really love me or tell me that you love me back." He explained

" I will tell you, once I figure out what it means." I sighed

* two days later *

I think Alexis has forgiven me and Sean, actually I just hopes she forgives Sean, as I said I'm the one who started it first. I explained it to Alexis, but I don't really think she understands, but who would any ways?

You meet a stranger

They say I love you

You freak out

They keep saying it

You kiss them

Now you might think your in love

But I think I might love him

My heart just beats dramatically when he was talking to me, last night, he want going to let those two kisses go. At the same time, I just wanted to laugh and smile, so I did and he had gotten confused. Now it was the third night that we where sleeping in this cave, I was by Alexis and she was making a stick knife.

" won't that break?" I ask

" hopefully into some ones body so they can't get it out." Alexis sighed

" that's just." I stopped," we haven't seen them in two days, do you think they gave up?"

" I really doubt that." Alexis said," they want something and they went all the way out to get us and we ran away, now they must be very angry."

" if they come, then you and Camen could kick their buts." I say

" but he is a sleep." She said quietly," they both are."

" yea, you worked them to death." I laughed

" they don't know work." She looked at me," why did you kiss Sean exactly?"

" I just wanted to, I explained this to you." I exclaimed slapping my legs," why did you kiss Camen."

" he kissed me first." Alexis looked at me with a straight face

" besides that, do you love him." I ask

" I don't know." She exclaimed

" well I think I might love Sean." I said slowly," like a lot."

"What?" I heard a voice say but it surely didn't belong to Alex, I turn around and see Camen standing at the doorway.

"Hey, Cam, whatcha need?' Alex asks

"You, come here." He says pointing to Alex

She gets up and he wraps his arms around her, giving her a small peck on the cheek. He looks over her shoulder at me and his eyes show sadness and jealousy?

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Whaaaaaaaaaaaaa like a lot

Do you love some body

Tell me

- Jessie