Loved You First

Birthing Plans

Shelby's POV:

I sighed sitting on the bed as Louis came in with the kids making me smile. Addy and Darcy crawled to me giving me my morning cuddles. It's a daily routine.

"Morning sunshine's." I grinned.

"Morning mumma." Lilly smiled.

"Are we still having that talk?" Louis asked me.

"Uhm yeah." I nodded.

"What do you think? You know since you'll be the one in labor." Louis asked.

"I'm thinking more on the lines of home birth. Only because I wasn't a huge fan of the visiting hours at the hospital." I said looking up at him.

Louis nodded. "That seems like a good idea. I got a question though."

"What's up babe?" I asked standing up picking Addy up since she was really fussy.

"If we go with your home birth idea, I was wondering if I could deliver the baby?" He questioned as we brought the girls downstairs.

"Oh wow." I said shocked he even asked. "Are you sure? You don't seem like the type of boyfriend to offer that."

"I thought about it, my mum could come help too." Louis said as he cleaned up the living room.

I smiled watching him as I thought about it "I suppose that could work."

"Great." He smiled.

"No!" Darcy screamed hitting Addy.

"Hey no no Darcy that's mean. Say sorry." I said as I tapped her hand.

"No mumma. Mine." She said pointing to the stuffed bear.

I sighed grabbing the matching bear. "Apologize to your sister and you can have this one."

"Sorry." Darcy said.

I glanced at Addy but she was too busy playing with her barbies to acknowledge what was going on. I handed the bear to Darcy.

"Daddy! Lucy ate my toy." Lilly cried. (Lucy is their dog, its a Pitt)

"Shit." Louis muttered underneath his breath. "Come here babe."

Lilly sobbed running to him He quickly took her into his arms.

"Shh. Daddy will get you a new one." Louis whispered rubbing her back.

She nodded wrapping her arms around his neck as he rocked her back and forth. I smiled as I watched him with her.

"Daddy, where did my real mummy go?" Lilly asked making Louis and I freeze.

"Uhm, she went on a trip." Louis said. "Just like the ones I go on for work, but hers seems to be going a lot longer than planned."

"Will she come home for me?" She asked making my heart shatter.

"Do you want her to?" Louis asked.

"Sometimes I do because she used to love me, but then sometimes I don't because her friends can be really mean and I like it here." Lilly said.

"Well maybe it will all work out and she will continue to love just as much as we do." Louis said making Lilly smile brightly.

"Thank you daddy." Lilly smiled as she walked upstairs to her room.

"I wasn't expecting that." Louis sighed sitting down on the couch.

"Me either. She seems confused." I said cuddling up next to him.

"She knows way too much for a five year old. I don't like it one bit." Louis sighed rubbing his hands over his face in distress.

"You did great for this kind of thing. We have a daughter with two dads.  Her real mum dropped her off to you in a way. She's going to need a lot more talks about this." I said holding his hand.

"She's not allowed to get any older. That conversation scared the shit out of me." Louis pouted.

"If this scared you I wonder what will happen when she comes home one day and tells you that she's pregnant." I said kissing his lips.

"I'll die when that day comes." Louis said.

"Oh you poor thing." I giggled.

"Mumma." Addy pouted not liking me giving my attention to Louis.

"Come here sweet pea." I smiled scooping her up into my arms.

"Share Elizabeth." Louis warned noticing she was taking all of the toys.

"No dadda." Elizabeth said making Darcy gasp.

"Elizabeth Marie." Louis scolded.

She sighed handing the toy back to Darcy.

"Thank you." Darcy smiled.

Elizabeth walked up holding her arms up to Louis making him sigh picking her up.

"You need to be nice baby." Louis said kissing her head as she hugged him.

My phone rang making me glance at it. Once I saw it was Harry I got up and walked out of the room before answering.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey, what are you up to?" Harry asked me.

"Uhm, I was just talking to Louis about the birthing plan." I sighed sitting down on the bed.

"Oh, how'd that go?" He asked.

"Good, he wants to deliver the baby." I smiled small.

"Really? You can do that at a hospital?" Harry asked making me laugh.

"No, we are doing a home birth." I said.

"Oh, well good luck with that." He said.

"Thanks." I smiled.

"We need to meet up soon to talk." Harry said as Louis came in the room sitting on the bed.

"Okay, uhm tomorrow maybe?" I asked.

"Sure, I got to go El just got home." Harry rushed.

"Uhm okay bye." I said.

"What was that about?" Louis asked as he rolled up my shirt to put the cream on my bump.

"Harry was just checking up on me I guess. I don't really know. He quickly hung up though saying El was there. It's like she won't let him talk to the mother of his kids." I sighed feeling a little upset.

"Weird, how have you been feeling?" Louis asked.

"Baby wise or in general?" I asked looking at him.

"Both." He chuckled kissing my bump.

"Well, the baby has been kicking nonstop and it hurts. Me on the other hand I have felt a little morning sickness but not much." I said.

Louis nodded understandingly. I smiled running my fingers through his hair giving him a quick peck on the lip.

"I love you." I smiled.

"I love you, and you." Louis smiled kissing my lips and then my bump.

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