Loved You First

Are you alone?

*Shelby's POV*

I sighed cleaning up the house. I let Gemma take the girls for today so she could have some one on one time with them. Harry said he had some important business to take care of so now I'm alone cleaning the house. I sung to the music that was blasting on the radio.

"Hey Shelby?" Louis asked as he walked into the house.

"Do you boys not know how to knock?" I asked laughing a bit.

"Yes, but anyways are you alone?" He asked catching me off guard.

"Uhm, yeah is everything okay?" I asked drying my hands.

"Kinda." He said sitting down.

"What's going on? You're never like this." I frowned.

"I have something to tell you." He said.

"Okay, well what's up? You know you can tell me anything." I asked.

"I know. It's just that. God I wish I would've told you earlier." He sighed.

"Told me what? Just spit it out Louis." I slightly laughed.

"Fine." He sighed. "Shelby I've liked you since day one."

My eyes widened.

"Louis, you have Bri and I have Harry. We're both happy." I said.

"I'm not." He said standing up and walking closer to me.

I gulped backing up towards the counter. Louis tucked a piece of loose hair behind my ear my breath hitched.

"Louis please." I gulped.

He looked down at my lips and then into my eyes. He leaned down and kissed my lips. I kissed back actually wanting this wrapping my arms around his neck.

"God I've always wanted to do this." Louis said.

"I didn't think I did too." I gulped.

"What now?" He asked.

"I don't know Louis. Gem is bringing the girls home soon. Harry should be home any minute now. I just I didn't see this coming. Do I tell Harry?" I asked.

"What? No you don't tell him." Louis said.

I sighed rubbing a hand on my neck.

"Hey oh what's going on here?" Niall asked.

"We were talking about Lilly's living conditions." Louis said.

"Yeah she wants purple bedding instead. Who would've thought." I said laughing a bit.

"Purple bedding?" Niall asked.

"Who wants purple bedding?" Harry asked.

"Lilly." Louis said.

"What are you doing home so early?" I asked.

"Got done early." Harry said shrugging his shoulders. "Girls still at my sisters?"

"Yeah, she hasn't texted me so I assume things are doing well." I said.

"Lilly is with Bri I assume?" Harry asked.

Louis nodded.

I walked over to Harry kissing him.

"I love you, but what was that for?" Harry asked.

"Can't a girl kiss her husband without being questioned?" I asked.

"Well yeah. You never do that though." Harry said kissing my head.

I nodded hugging him. "Don't ever leave me."

"I won't." He said wrapping his arms around me.

I sighed hugging him burying my face into his chest trying not to let it out that Louis kissed me.

"Babe, come up here for a minute I have to tell you something." I said looking at him

Harry nodded and followed me into our bedroom closing the door as I sat on the bed waiting for him.

"What's up baby? You okay?" He asked me taking my hand in his squeezing it lightly.

"I lied to you babe. We weren't talking about getting Lilly purple bedding. He uhm. He kissed me." I said not making eye contact with him.

Harry went to talk but stopped.

"Babe say something anything please!" I cried.

"Did you kiss back?" Harry asked.

"I-" I started before he cut me off.

"No excuses just fucking tell me!" He yelled.

"Harry. Stop you're scaring me." I said.

"You fucking kissed him!" He yelled punching the wall.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"Sorry doesn't fix this!" Harry said.

"Babe." I said.

"No. Don't call me babe. Not right now." Harry said shaking his head.

I gulped walking over to the closet and grabbed a bag stuffing my things in it.

I cried as I went downstairs with my bag over my shoulders. I got into my car and drove off. I sighed as I pulled up to Louis's seeing his car in the driveway. I got out and went inside.

"Louis?" I asked slipping off my shoes.

"I'm making dinner." He said.

I walked into the kitchen sitting down at the table.

"I told him." I gulped. "It just scares me that I liked it."

Louis sighed. "How'd he act?"

"There's a hole in my wall." I said.

"Wow, so do you need somewhere to stay or what?" He asked as he fixed us a plate.

"Probably. I don't want to be around him at the moment." I sighed taking a bite.

"I understand. You're more than welcome here." He said.

"Thank you." I said.

From Harry: come home.

To Harry: not tonight. I'm not fighting with you.

From Harry: not fighting with me?! You kissed my best mate!

I sighed not answering him.

"Bri broke up with me." Louis said.

"Oh. I'm sorry." I said.

"I'll be okay. I'm just worried about Elizabeth." He said taking a bite.

"Did you even like bri?" I asked.

"I mean she's a good person, I just wasn't interested in her like I thought I was. If i was interested in her I wouldn't have kissed you." He said.

"Makes sense." I sighed.

"Come on let's lay down." He said.

"Okay." I nodded going up to his room.

"It's been a long day." He sighed laying down.

"No kidding." I sighed resting my head on his chest.

"What does this make us?" He asked.

"Uhm honestly I don't know. Harry and I are still married." I said.

"Would you want to be more?" He asked.

"Louis, I kissed you back and I'm in your bed while my husband is at home with my girls. I think it's obvious. I just don't want to rush into things." I said.

"I understand." He said kissing my head.

Hello guys, long time no update. We are very very very sorry about that. I graduate this coming Friday so maybe I can update more! Kirsten and I have been working hard so please continue to follow the story! You won't want to miss it!