Loved You First

I don't know about this

*Shelby's POV*

It has been a month since I gave birth to Arabella, and things around here have been a little hectic. We're constantly running around from doctors appointments to play dates, anything you name it.

"Shel?" Louis asked. 

"Yeah?" I asked glancing at him.

"Where are you going again?" Louis asked me.

"School, I'm having someone help me study." I lied.

"Okay. Just wanted to make sure." Louis said walking out of the room.

I shrugged as I finished getting ready. I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my purse before leaving.

"Hey, I'm on my way. Same place right?" I texted Harry.

He quickly replied with a yeah. I put away my phone and started to drive off to the hotel. I smiled seeing his Range Rover in the parking lot as I pulled into the parking lot. I got out of the car and got my purse walking up to Harry's room. I knocked on the door.

"Hey come in." Harry smiled opening the door.

"This brings back so many memories." I whispered looking around the room.

"It does." Harry agreed kissing my head.

I smiled small looking up at him. "What are we getting ourselves into?"

"I don't know." Harry hummed as we laid down on the bed.

I cuddled closer to him needing the comfort. Louis and I rarely do this anymore and I miss it but I definitely miss being in Harry's arms more.

"How have you and El been?" I asked knowing she had Eliot recently.

"It's bad. Very bad." Harry sighed. "How are you and Louis?"

"Okay. We don't have time for ourselves anymore. No physical contact anymore either and I hate it so much." I sighed honestly. "How's Eliot?"

"Amazing. I love him so much. What about Ara right that's what you call her?" Harry asked.

"Mhm, and she's good. Sleeps a lot just like Louis." I giggled thinking about her.

Harry chuckled kissing my nose. I smiled looking into his beautiful eyes.

"I missed you." I whispered looking up at him.

"I missed you too." Harry grinned kissing my lips. 

"Besides the problems with el, have you been okay?" I asked.

"Uhm yeah for the most part." Harry said pouring us a drink. "Here, it's your favorite."

"Thanks but I'm breastfeeding." I sighed not wanting to harm the baby.

"Have you pumped?" Harry asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"Then relax and have a drink." Harry said rolling his eyes.

"Fine." I sighed taking a sip.

"I miss us." Harry said bluntly making me gulp.

"I do too but we're both in a relationship with new born babies Harry." I said.

"But if we aren't happy is it worth it?" Harry asked.

"I don't know." I said hearing my phone go off.

'Perfect timing.' I thought as I read Louis's text.

"What's that?" Harry asked.

"Nothing just Louis. He needs help with Ara. She's a total mummy's girl." I laughed lightly.

"Okay. I'll see you soon. I'm still picking up Lilly and the twins correct?" He asked helping me up.

"Yes, I told them you would this morning when I dropped them off." I said nodding my head.

"Okay I'll see you later when I drop them off." Harry smiled kissing my lips.

"Thank you." I said grabbing my purse and phone.

I left the hotel room and walked out to the parking lot. I got out my keys unlocking the car. I turned up the music and started on my way. Once I made it to the house I got out and walked inside.

"Babe?" I called out as I took off my jacket and shoes.

"Nursery!" Louis replied.

I walked upstairs and smiled small seeing him rocking her as she cried.

"Want some help?" I asked.

"Please?" Louis asked.

"Sure." I smiled taking her into my arms. "Hey baby girl why are we giving daddy a hard time?"

She sniffled cuddling into my shirt.

"How do you do that?" He asked as he watched me.

"Not sure, I think it's a mum thing." I shrugged laying her down in her bassinet.

"So where were you?" Louis asked as we walked downstairs into the living room.

"Out with some friends from school. I have seen them since I graduated." I said.

"Oh really?" Louis asked.

"Yeah, uhm how much milk is left?" I asked sitting down on the couch.

"Enough for the night why?" He asked.

"We had a couple drinks. I don't want her to get it in her system." I shrugged flipping through a magazine.

"You got drinks? Knowing you were breast feeding?" Louis asked raising his voice.

"Don't you raise your voice at me Mr. I come home drunk at least once a week." I said raising my eyebrows.

"What the hell are you talking about Shelby?" Louis asked.

"Today was the first time since I can remember that I've had a drink. I actually enjoyed myself and this is how you react." I said.

"Yeah because your job as a mum comes first. What would you have done if she didn't have enough milk left?" Louis asked.

"So does your job as a father." I snorted. "And I would've went to the store to get formula."

"You think you have this all under control don't you?" He asked.

"Uhm yes I do actually." I said seeing Harry's car pull up.

"What now?" Louis asked folding his arms over his chest.

"Our kids are home. You know, Lilly, Addy and Darcy?" I asked.

"Oh." Louis sighed.

"Mummy!" Darcy smiled as I walked outside seeing them.

"Hi baby! How was school?" I asked.

"I had lots of fun. We played a lot of games and colored." Darcy grinned.

"And a nap. Don't forget nap-time." Addy said making me laugh.

Hey guys! An update! I hope you like it! Sorry the ending is shitty it's midnight here. I thought you guys deserved an update since they've been more regular. Please forgive me ☺️