Hey Lovelies!
This will be the last chapter that I publish seeing as I will be off the day after tomorrow and I'm giving my macbook off to a friends so that they can keep it safe for me!
Anyway, thank you for reading this and I hope you enjoy this chapter!
P.S
I'm secretly working on another Special Chapter featuring F6! I'll be up when I come back! But Shhhh, it's a secret! Let's keep that between us only okie? Fab! Love u! Bai!
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Never in his life had Osomatsu felt so much regret, and for what? A Girl...
It was ridiculous but there was something about that particular girl that was different, she had an aura about her that was familiar to him. Lately he hadn't been able to sleep properly, having flashbacks to when he was in high school, of a girl that was innocently dressed in his high school's uniform, unmodified in any way to look sultry, unlike other girls that were thirsty for attention. It wasn't just one girl that was making him feel things he's never felt to such an extent, it was 2 Girls! The one in his dreams and the one he regrettably insulted.
He had a dream of the girl in high school, walking around, looking ever so cute with her books hugged to her chest, a familiar feeling of fluttering wings manifested in his stomach to accompany the picture in his mind. Her hair was of silky (h/c) locks that swayed with her hips and bounced at her every step. In every dream, the girl transformed to become slimmer and healthier, making him wonder why he was imagining her from when she was chubby, then moving onto when she became fitter and healthier. It didn't make sense. Dreams didn't mean anything, did they? So he was quick to shrug them off the next morning, but not before contemplating over them. Why was he having dreams of the same girl over certain nights? He's never had meaningful dreams before, all of his nightly fantasies were of being extremely rich and successful, not concentrated on one girl's process of become fit and healthy. He wanted to be rid of it all but it doesn't stop.
When he wakes up, he's free from thinking of the high school girl but is haunted by the recent most biggest mistake he's dawned upon; encouraging a girl to change herself for the judging eyes of the thoughtless people that surrounded her. One of those thoughtless, judging people was Osomatsu himself. His ever worrying and overthinking conscience was getting to him, he was being deprived of sleep and peaceful time to himself. He could be reading porn or having his rare wins at Pachinko but instead, he's stressing over his mistakes. He's made plenty of mistakes in his lifetime. It's so frustrating to him that this was the only ever significant one.
He's made a pledge to himself where he'd never allow his brothers to sway his way of thinking, however, he'd subconsciously broken that pledge and it was all Choromatsu's fault. That bast*** had wriggled regretful feelings into his heart and mind. For his heart to bleed and ache over and for his mind to constantly take into consideration.
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Osomatsu decided to walk around town not too long ago, with no real destination, he just thought he needed the fresh air, secretly hoping that it'll freshen up the dismal aura that developed around him. Despite his willingness to distract his mind and heart, he continued upon his aimless trek with his mind preoccupied with thoughts of the unknown girl in his dreams. Even though he's dreamt of her, he's never been able to see her face because right before she turns around to face him, he immediately wakes up.
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