Bad girl Meets good girl

Chapter 34

"Just move on Shay!" The voice repeated. No, I can't. I shook my head and walked out the door. I didn't make it half way into my car before I burst into tears. Slamming my car door and starting off the engine. Wiped the tears right off my face and began to drive. I have no idea where but I just decided to go where the road will take me. I can't breathe, I can't see, I can't hear anything. It's just me drowning in my tears.
 
  I can't get him out of my head. I can't escape this world that's all me and him. I cannot. I cannot walk away without looking back. I cannot smiling without thinking of him. I cannot see him upset without feeling all these emotions building up inside me. I cannot stop thinking about him while I cry. It's him, and it will always be him. Because I am so damn In love that's why.

I look away for two seconds and my car collided with another. The world began to sink in with black and red. Blood dripping down my face and scars forming on my body. I will die loving him.

"AHHH!" I scream as I jump up. Where am I?! I look around and I'm in a tent. Oh right, I passed out.

"SHAY WHAT'S WRONG?!" My mom yelled running in. I'm sweating and scared. That dream, who was it about? My mom pulled up a water bottle to my face but I didn't want to drink water. What happened in that dream? I got up but I had to reassure my mom that I was fine about a 100 times. I walked out of the tent and saw everyone sitting by the fire and it was dark out. How long have I been out for?

"You're okay!" Miles said looking up from the fire. And I nodded. I sat beside Ryder and rested my head on his chest while he wrapped his arm around me. He kissed my head and I watched the fire flicker and give off heat.

"Who wants to tell scary stories?!" Nicki asked.

"HAHAHA YOU ARE FUNNY!" Tucker said

"What why not?!" Aria asked

"Because then this idiot won't sleep at night!" Dylan explained pointing at me

"Hey, it's not my fault I get so scared man!" I said slapping his hand away

"You should have seen what happened last time!" Ryder said laughing

"OOO DO TELL!" Aria and Nicki said at the same time. Oh no

"Okay well, Dylan was telling a scary story. A myth he's heard about something living in these very forests." Miles stared off Smirking at the memory

"She got so scared she started shaking. She was sitting beside me so she would grab onto my arm trying not to cry" Shawn laughed

"After the story, she really couldn't sleep. You could see her light from her phone coming out of her phone at like 2 am." Tucker smiled

"We all were awake so we decided to prank her! We all walked outside and stepped on branches!" Ryder laughed

"I'm the idiot who decided to go and see what it was!" I said rolling my eyes

"She walks behind the tent and we scare her and she screams soooooo loud she wet herself!" Dylan said losing it with laughter.

"HAHAHAHA REALLY?!" Nicki said laughing

"Hey, I was 6!" I said rolling my eyes

"So since then you guys never told scary stories?!" Aria said and we all nodded. She crossed her arms frustrated. Instead of scary stories we decided to talk about our memories, that I enjoy doing. It felt like we laughed until dawn but it was only 12. I looked up at the sky and the beautiful moonlight shinned in my face. I smiled up at the sky and caught Ryder smiling at me. I looked at him and gave him a questioning smile. His eyes suddenly went from, on top of the world, to depressing. That's odd. I pushed the thought away and got back into the conversations they were having. Around one, our parents sent us to bed. But I, of course, couldn't sleep. All that was running around in my head was Ryder. Him and his mood changes. One second he looks at me like I'm the only thing in the world, and the next, he seems guilty. I trust Ryder with my life, but I have the slightest feeling that he's cheating on me. But after everything we have been through and what he has done to get me, no way would he cheat on me. My heart knows he wouldn't, but my mind wants me to be careful.