Jihoon's
Did I just. . . Did that. . .?
Sinarado ni Jihoon ang pinto ng recording room. Like, super. . . Super. . . Slow. .
"Huy." tawag ni Bumzu na nasa likod niya. Nagitla si Jihoon at bumuntong-huminga. Natawa naman si Bumzu. "May iniisip ka ba?" tanong nito.
Jihoon shakes his head at patuloy na sinarado na ang pinto. "Sure?" tanong uli ng nakakatanda. Tumango na lang si Jihoon. Bumzu accepts the child's answer even though concern din siya kase iba nanaman kinikilos nito.
Umalis na si Bumzu ng recording room. Leaving Jihoon.
Jihoon heads to his chair, sat and started looking at his work. Tinignan niya yung mga ginawang lyrics ni Wonwoo. I-eedit niya kasi.
I remember you at night, not in days.
I remember you at dusk, not at dawn.
Jihoon smirks at the idol's work. May pinapatamaan ba 'to? O sadyang inlove lang? Sa kakatingin ni Jihoon sa mga lyrics na 'to, hindi niya maiwasang alalalahanin yung nangyari kanina.
Jihoon drops his pen, he gets it and at the same time bumukas ang pinto. "Bumzu hyu—" nakita ni Jihoon na kasama nito si Soonyoung.
"Oh Jihoon, paki-play nitong CD. Gumawa din pala ng beat si Wonwoo kasama diyan sa lyrics." utos ni Bumzu habang iniaabot na ni Soonyoung ang CD kay Jihoon.
Jihoon's eyes wander. Nakatingin si Soonyoung sa kanya but Jihoon's vision said otherwise. Iwas, ika-nga. "Awkward touch" kumbaga yung nangyari. Nakuha na ni Jihoon ang CD at bumalik na uli kinauupuan niya.
Kahit na sa ibang direksyon nakatingin si Jihoon, nakita niya yung mukha ni Soonyoung nung pakaabot sa kanya nung CD. Emotionless. Soonyoung's face was emotionless.
"Jihoon, kakain lang kami ni Soonyoung. Ikaw muna bahala diyan." biglang sabi ni Bumzu.
Hindi na nakapagsalita si Jihoon pero nakita naman ng dalawa ang pagtango nito mula sa likod.
Jihoon hears the door slammed which means they are already out of the room. Jihoon sighed deeply.
How did it come to this?
Jihoon felt confused. He wasn't so sure anymore. Ang awkward na nila tuloy. Jihoon wanted to punch him in the face. Kase. . .
Anong rason kung ba't ba umiiwas 'tong si Jihoon kay Soonyoung? Kase. . . ? May rabies siya? Amoy anghit ba siya? Or may kuto lang para layuan?
Jihoon slammed his face on the table at umubob, leaving his work undone. He thinks.
Jihoon didn't want this. All these 'i-need-space' stuff. Actually, Jihoon didn't want to get too attached with anybody, especially Soonyoung.
Yung ginawa niya kay Soonyoung. . . He didn't meant it.
Hindi naman talaga niya sinisira 'yung araw ni Jihoon.
Jihoon really wasn't annoyed, well. . . Maybe a little. Pero hindi talaga 'yun yung rason para umiwas.
Yung mga salitang binitaw niya kanina kay Soonyoung,
"GIVE ME SOME SPACE GEEZ!"
Ume-echo na sa utak niya. He was no different from the one who said it to him first. Except, sinabi niya 'yung 'give me some space' pero hindi literal na "layuan mo ko kasi ayaw kitang makita."
Kundi ito yung 'give me some space' na sinasabing "layuan mo ko, kase may nararamdaman na ako para sa'yo sa tuwing nakikita kita."
Jihoon gets it.
He appears in his dreams everynight.
He was longing for his presence everytime he's alone.
That kindness that keeps poking Jihoon's bubble.
He keeps thinking bout him.
Without a doubt, Jihoon likes Soonyoung. It wasn't soon na na-realize na ni Jihoon 'yon kase he was really unaware of his feelings. Until. . .
Ito na nga. Yung alitan na "Ano ba kita?" saka yung pagkakatanong ni Soonyoung sa kanya na, "Bakit mo ba ko iniiwasan?"
SIMPLE LANG!
MAY GUSTO NA KO SA'YO KAYA LUMAYO KA!
Alangan namang yan ang i-reply ni Jihoon sa kaniya. Kahit na magpapalinaw 'yun, hindi 'yun basta basta. He was still unsure.
pabebe na kung pabebe. Akala ni Jihoon, hindi maapektuhan sa kanya 'yung pinaggagawa ni Soonyoung sa kanya.
Spoke to soon. . . Its working alright.
He thought, kung lalayuan ko siguro siya, mawawala din 'to.
Hindi rin eh. It made everything worse. Nasaktan niya na si Soonyoung. Nasira na niya 'yung pagkakaibigan nila. I-HIGHLIGHT NATEN!
NAKAKASAKAL NA KAIBIGAN.
Mga salita na sinabi niya sa pagmumukha ni Soonyoung.
Nilapat ni Jihoon ang siko niya sa table at nag-tsk. From layuan ko na siya naging lapitan ko na kaya?
Ginulo ni Jihoon ang buhok niya at lumunok. Ginusto niyang layuan pero nagka-aftertaste. Nakakapang-sisi na. Can I just—
Still denying. . . With Soonyoung unaware why Jihoon wanted some space. . .
Jihoon groans and pulls up his sleeves. SHIT.
Nadanggil niya yung mug at natapon 'yung kape sa papeles na ginagawa niya. Agad agad niyang tinayo ang mug.
Can this day get any worse?!
xXx
Masyado bang ekek yung kay Jihoon ㅠㅠ
BINABASA MO ANG
Wrong Bed Φ soonhoon
Kısa Hikaye❝In which Jihoon dreamt a weird dream and woke up like this: "Is this my bed?" "S-sinong-" "What the FUCK." -Lee Jihoon. ❞ //svt otp series book #2// [ soonhoon ff ] Started: june 02, 2016 Ended: feb 12, 2017 Contains: messages | texts | calls | nar...
