Just Baby Scars (An Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction)

Xx Chapter 15: Completely and Totally Mine xX

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**MICHAEL'S POV**

Buzz. I looked down and saw my phone ringing, was Ivy finally calling me back? I flipped over my phone, relief washing over my face when I saw Ivy's face. I hit the answer button and pressed the phone to my ear. "Hello," I tried to hit the anticipation in my voice but I am sure it was still evident. "M-Mich-," I heard someone struggle to say my name on the other end of the phone. "Michael?" The voice managed, and I now realized it wasn't Ivy. "Yes, who is this?" I bit my cheek nervously, this can't be good.

"Michael, I," I recognized the voice instantly, my father? "Dad, what going on, why did you call me from Ivy's phone." I heard my hotel room door open and Luke, Calum, and Ashton walked in. I held a finger up signaling them to stay quiet. "Michael, I came home, and in the bathro-," His voice cracked, like he was on the verge of tears. "Dad, what is going on?" Ashton's head snapped up and he made his way closer. I shook my head listening to my fathers shaky breaths come through the phone. "Michael, Ivy tried to kill herself."

I felt my heart break, the strong expression on my face shattered. I let go of my phone, letting it crash to the ground. My baby sister, the one I love so much, tried to kill herself. Why... Wait he said tried, right? Does that mean she's still alive. "I picked up the phone, only glancing to see the fearful expressions on their faces. "You said tried right, as in, it didn't work, as in she's still alive right." Right then is when I dared to make eye contact with Ashton. His eyes wide and watering. I knew this was my fault, I told him to write that letter because I thought it would make it easier. But it didn't.

"Yeah, she's um," I heard him exhale deeply,"She's alive, just, not doing real well," Ashton started shaking and I watched Luke and Calum watch him closely, making sure he didn't do anything stupid. I asked him to check in with me every hour until she was better and hung up. Luke was now standing next to Ashton, watching his every move. "This was suppose to help," Ashton spoke just above a whisper, so quiet I almost didn't hear him. "Ashton, don't beat yourself up." Calum was keeping his voice calm, but I knew inside he was just as screwed up about this.

"If anyone is to blame, it's me Ashton, I told you to leave the note," I shifted uncomfortable, reality of how bad this really was. Everything bad that has happened in her life is my fault. I let her get bullied, for months and did nothing. I tried to keep her and Ashton away from each other, and here I am, wanting nothing more them for him to be there with her. "You have to go," My three band mates looked at me with a confused expression on my face. "Ashton, you have to go."

Luke shook his head, stepping towards me, "Michael, you know that can't happen, the band can't just stop because your sister is in the hospital." I was beyond pissed, and if the expression I had, hadn't shown that, Luke was surely about to pick up on it. "My sister, who means the fucking world to me, is most certainly my first priority, if this band needs to fucking stop so I can save me sister, so fucking be it. But, right now, Hemmings, she fucking needs Ashton, because in her mind, she thinks he left her because she wasn't good enough. I am most certainly sure that Ashton wouldn't think twice about jumping on a plane if it was anyone else that wasn't my sister or his girlfriend, but he is the, ONLY, one that can fix this mess."

Luke starred at me wide eyed, I think I got my point across. I glanced Calum's way, seeing a small smirk formed on his lip from me telling Luke off. "Michael I-," I shook my head. "Save your words Luke. You said them, I disregarded them, and Ashton is going." Ashton looked at me, silently agreeing with me. "Michael, what are we going to tell the fans when they realize Ashton is gone at the concert tonight?" I furrowed my eyebrows, thinking of a response to tell Calum. "We'll say he had a family issue he had to attend to."

I looked at Luke, kind of shocked he had came up with an excuse for Ashton. I nodded, silently telling the other three that, that is what we do. "I am going to go pack." I watched Ashton walk out pf the room, everyone else in the room know that there was no reason for him to pack because we never actually unpacked, but I figured he needed a minute to think, and figure things out. I pulled out y phone, booking a ticket for Ashton before I went to look for him. I went into his hotel room and knocked lightly on the door.

I pushed the door open when I didn't get a response. I walked in, stopping when my eyes found Ashton standing on the balcony. "This is all my fault, I can't believe I left her." I stopped, thinking he was talking to me before I realized his was arguing with himself. I expected him to stop, but it seems as if I hadn't been noticed yet. "She makes my day, and all I did was ruin hers, without her I don't know what I would do. She's the only person to make me happy in a really long time." I shook my head, making my way closer to him. "If she dies, I don't know if I can live." I froze again.

Did he really just say that? I fought the urge to look at him and argue the point of she wouldn't want that, but him saying that made me realize something. He is definitely in love with my sister, and my sister is in love with him. "Hey Ash," I saw Ashton jump and turn around, startled by my presence. "Yeah, what's up?" I saw him plant a fake smile, pretending like he knew everything was going to be okay. "I booked you a plane, I figured you would want to leave as soon as possible." He nodded, reaching down and grabbing a duffle I assume he packed with what he thought he would need. "Yeah, when does it leave?"

I held out a ticket, I had printed from online, letting him look at it. "One hour huh?" I nodded, seeing the slight happiness that was starting to shine through. He just wanted to see her, and I knew that's all she needed.

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(IVY'S POV)

I rubbed my eyes, a soreness ripping through me with every movement I made. I opened my eyes, a bright light shining in my eyes. Am I dead? Is this what it feel like? "She's waking," I heard a unfamiliar voice speak. I strained my eyes, trying to make sense of what was happening around me. "Ivy, can you hear me?" I turned my head slightly to see a man in scrubs standing near the bed. Dammit, not dead. A bright like moved across my vision, causing me to snap my eyes shut.

The man chuckled lightly, "Bright, huh?" I nodded my head, not daring to open my eyes. "Well kiddo, you've been through one hell of a night, get some rest I'll come check on you in a while. The man left and I was left alone. I closed me eyes thinking about last night. The memories rushing me and I let out a sad sigh. No one came for me, they probably don't even know. 'I wouldn't want to come see my suicidal sister or girlfriend either, can you really blame them?' I silently wished for the voice to stop, squeezing my eyes tightly shut.

I laid with my eyes close for a while, not really being about to fall asleep, especially not with the beeping of my monitor next to me. "No, sir, you can't go in there." I slowly opened my eyes, listening to the commotion outside. "What do you mean, I can't go in there." I turned my head slightly, looking towards my doorway to see the nurse from earlier blocking my door. I struggled to push myself up, trying to get a better look at the person causing the yelling. "She's not allowed to receive visitors yet," I watch silently as the nurse fought with the man. "What the hell is this, a jail cell or a hospital?" The hair of the man was not clearly visible and I let out a loud gasp, catching the nurses and visitors attention.

"Ashton," I breathed out, reaching my arms out weakly. The nurse quickly stepped out of the way, more like Ashton pushed through and he didn't want to get trampled. Ashton pulled my in for a tight hug careful not hurt my in anyway. "Baby, I'm so sorry," He nuzzled his chin on the top of my head after planting a quick kiss over my head. "You mean the world to me and you know need to know that. And whenever I go on tour, I just want you to remember I am only a phone call away. I'll admit, I am not proud of the way I departed from you when I went on tour this time, but I can promise you, it wasn't because you weren't good enough."

I nodded, placing my head on his chest, wrapping my arms tightly around his waist. "I need you," I breathed quietly, quiet enough that Ashton couldn't hear me. "I need you too," I smiled, because even though I didn't want him to hear that, it feels good that he feels the same way too. I let go, realization hitting me, "Wait what are you doing here, you're suppose to be on tour?" He chuckled,looking intently at my face. "I came for you," I smiled, feeling a strange kind of happiness bubble up inside of me.

Ashton, picked up my phone and dialed Michael's number. He put it on speaker, squeezing my thigh reassuringly. "Ivy? Ashton? Dad? Who is this?" Ashton laughed lightly shaking his head. "It's me and Ivy, don't worry mate, she's going to be alright." I heard 3 people cheering from the other side of the line, probably Luke, Calum, and Michael. Ashton wrapped and arm around my waist, and placed a small kiss on my temple. "Completely and totally alright."

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(A/N) This chapter is total crap. I'm soooo sorry. I''m having a really hard time writing, idk why, sorry... Anyways, the next chapters should get better, but just to let you know the is still up and running. DON'T FREAK OUT IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR ENTRY, I STILL HAVE IT! Welp, that's everything for now, ILYSM! Please comment/<3/share/and follow!!