The Outsiders Girls

Mad

Kaylee's POV

I woke up early this morning from the sun blinding me as I laid in the wet alley way. Must've rained last night and I didn't know. Anyway, I got up rubbing my eyes. I wasn't limping anymore, but the burns on my skin hurt and my ankle hurt. But not enough to limp around. I then got a flashback from that night, the one where I lost my bestfriends.

I got real upset having them not here anymore. They were just kids! Why me? Why us? Why them? I needed to break something now, or rob something and do it now. The brick wall wasn't gonna break and I needed to let my anger out on someone or something. I need to get rid of it, I just can't seem to be happy no more. I realised how much I missed out on their lives, Kenzie was 11! Dead just like that. Beca was only 16! Dead just like that too. I miss them so much, I can't explain how much I miss them. Way too much and I am BROKE. Gone, nothing left of me no more. I am sure the girls are the same as me.

I got up and walked down the street, I found a rock and needed to do something with it. I just so happened to be near a Dairy Queen, guess what I did? I threw that damn rock at the restaurant window, smashing it into pieces. All over the ground blood coming from me, glass shattered more and people screamed their heads off.

"NO GOOD WORLD, I HATE IT HERE!!!" I yelled and threw more rocks, breaking more windows. I was MAD and sad, lost and depressed.  I walked away breaking more things, more window shattered from me throwing stuff at it. I broke several car windows, slashed their tires and then I started to cuss at random people, swearing my heart out. I walked down the road and went to the lot. I passed through their, kicking trees with my feet. Made my ankle hurt even more. I took out my blade and started to make lines on my wrists again.

That's when I heard sirens coming from everywhere, worst part is. I am across the street from the Curtis house, where all 11 people are. Sound asleep, happy, sad, mad, depressed or peppy and cheery. I needed to run, I know right now that I am going to jail now. My arms bleeding, my lower legs bleeding from glass hitting me again. I had my blade in my hand and they police stopped their cars at both ends of the road. So I wouldn't be able to run or make it out.

"Put your hands up!" He yelled. That's when the front door of the Curtis house opened, revealing all of them on the porch. The girls yelling for them to leave me alone, I look like a wreck, mess and even worse a HOBO. Yeah a HOBO, ugly people, not clean and covered in blood.

They came closer to me with guns pointing my way. I knew I had to surrender, I threw my blade to the ground and fell to my knees mad and crying. Police dropped their guns and ran over to me. Picking me up and putting me in handcuffs, I totally forgot about the CARS. I had to go in one!! They brought me over to their car and I could hear Sidney trying to defend me as I stood with two officers holding my arms so I couldn't leave. Sidney in front of us yelling at an officer, the guys behind her. Some of them looked hurt to see my like this.

"She didn't do anything!" Sidney yelled.

"She did ma'am." The officer protested.

"Is that true?" Darry asked walking up from behind the crowd of people. They all looked at me and I knew I couldn't keep a lie.

"Yes, I broke windows at the Dairy Queen, slashed tires and broke windows of the cars that belong to socs" I said. They all gasped, oh come on. You know me and you all know I will do that.

"Let's go" One officer said and they put me in the back of the cop car, along with Sidney. She was yelling at an officer and you're not suppose to do that. They drove off and we left the others dumb founded. I didn't like going to the station, but I learn to deal with it. Makes you tougher and meaner here, always happens to Blondie.