Crazy stupid love

Chapter 70

"WHAT?! Dr.Johnson there has to be a mistake, there is no possible way." I tell my doctor.

"I'm sorry Ms.Cortez but it's no mistake. You are 3 months pregnant." He says and I pull at my roots for the 100th time. "Now you still have the chance to abort, would you like to do so?" I take a deep breath and shake my head.

"No, of course not, but doc pls don't tell anyone about this. My mother may call to see how I'm doing medically because of the accident that happened a year ago and she can't know about this, at least not right now." I tell him and he nods.

"I won't say a word." He gives me a small smile. "Thank you. And one more thing, how come I never noticed?"

"Some don't notice until the baby bump is showing some days after they had sexual intercourse and some when they go to the doctors for a check up like you for instance. It all depends." He says and I nod leaving.

I know exactly who the father is and there is no way I'm telling him, I can't, not only will it ruin his career but it'll ruin his relationship with his girlfriend and plus he most likely won't care about the child anyway.

After the New Years incident we both talked to Courtney and explained what happened. I apologized for my actions and luckily she forgave me. She wasn't happy about what we did but she still forgave us.Now they are both happy with each other, I can't ruin that by telling him I'm pregnant with his child, I won't.

When I got to my apartment I sat down on the couch and let everything that happened today sink in. I found my dog laying down on my bed so I laid down next to him. "Hey bud, we have another addition in the house." I say petting Charley. Now I have two living souls that'll remind me of the love of my life.

I was in deep thought when my phone started ringing. I looked to see who it was and it was Luke.

~phone convo~

Sydney: hello.

Luke: hey babe, are you free today? I was thinking we could have a movie night.

Sydney: sure that'd be cool.

Luke: alright, I'll be there in half.

Sydney: ok bye.

I know what you're thinking, why didn't I tell Luke I was pregnant? The thing is that when I came back from California I told him I accidentally slept with my ex and he was really hurt, but he forgave me because he knew we had history and things happen. I can't throw this at him, at least not right now. I'll just wait until my baby bump is a bit more visible.

~2 months later~ (sorry for all the time lapse I've been doing lately and will be doing a lot)

Today I find out the gender of the baby and I'm pretty excited to be honest. A few weeks after I found out Luke notice my baby bump so I had to tell him and by then I also told my family.

Shawn wanted to tell Ross so I wouldn't deal with this alone but I told him to not. This is my battle, if I should even call it that. My parents weren't so happy about it but still gave me their full support. my sisters told me i should tell Ross and make him take responsibility for his actions but i told them the same thing i told shawn.

"Hello Sydney, nice to see you again, are you here to find out the gender of the baby?" Dr.Johnson asks and I nod.

"Okay lay down and we'll get started." I laid down and he put cold gel on my stomach. I looked at the monitor and I could see the baby, in that moment I felt tears threatening to come out.

"Congratulations Ms.Cortez you're having a baby boy." He tells me and I smile. He removes the gel off of my stomach and I pull my shirt back down.

On my way back home I started thinking of names my baby boy could possibly have.

At first I wasn't so thrilled to be pregnant but the minute the doctor told me I was having a boy I felt so happy I can't really explain it. I just hope everything turns out for the better.