Saved by Youtubers// Jack Maynard & Joe Sugg

•twenty-six•

It's been a couple days after mine and Joes date. I haven't seen the guys since then as I was busy with work as I was doing extra shifts to earn some more money.

It was a Friday and Joe and I decided to throw a party at his house so we all could have fun and chill.

"I think we should place the ping pong table over there by the window" pointing to a spot next to a massive window I say. "...and that would be it"

I said leaning against the ping pong table which was folded.

Once we were done with setting it up Caspar has showed up with some extra alcohol and food.

Caspar and Joe headed outside to do the Barbecue while I got showered and put on skirt and an off shoulder top with some jewellery. I applied my face makeup, eyeliner and mascara accompanied by nude lipstick.

I was ready and by the time I was all the guys have already come round and started in the drinks.

I grabbed a beer and sat outside with them. Soon there were people all over the place as I watched the house become messier and messier. I'm happy we got all disposable stuff so I can just put everything in a bin bag and forget it.

"Let's play beer pong" I asked Joe as he wanted to play, it was us against Caspar and Josh.

I used to play basketball in school so I have a pretty good aim which was always an advantage, which led to us winning.

Me and Joe were so ecstatic that we forgot about everyone and kissed. With everyone looking at us, but I forgot about it and carried on acting like normal. If I wasn't drunk I would be freaking out but there is nothing wrong with kissing as we were kind of together except that only two people in the room knew.

I sat outside as everyone moved inside as it was cold and dark outside, I grabbed a blanket from the side of the couch and pulled it over my legs.

I am happy Joe kissed me, now everyone knows we're together and I don't have to act weird.

Jack came outside and sat next to me keeping his distance.

"I didn't know you felt about him that way"

"Well I do, I like him a lot."

"I'm happy it Joe, he is the best guy out there"

"He is"

After a shy smile he left me alone. I rested my head on the end of the couch after taking the cup of the table which was a vodka and coke drink.

I was sipping on it as I sat outside wrapped in the blanket, I'm not a party person. I thought to myself which was true, I could drink but I hated parties.

At that thought I cought Joes camera in the corner of my eye. I picked it up and switched it on. "Hello Joes vlog, it is currently 5am and I am crap at doing this." I laughed at how much I suck "so me and Joe been together for a while now and he is the most amazing person in the world. I just want to say I love you baby and I know I never said it to your face but I'm saying it now because I really do mean it"

With that I turned it off and set the camera down just in time for him to come in and cuddle me on the couch.