Saved by Youtubers// Jack Maynard & Joe Sugg

•thirty-six•

It is 3am and I am wide awake sitting in joes bed as the sound of the shower changes from loud thudding of the water beads on the floor to complete silence soon followed by Joe exiting the bathroom with s towel wrapped around his waist.

He sits on the edge of the bed and gives me a glance it's hard with him leaving but I cannot disturb his life like this it is his job. Conor has knocked on the door as he is the one taking Joe to the airport and I'm just going to tag along.

I let Conor in as I let Joe get dressed. I opened the door to reveal very sleepy Conor. "Coffee?" "Yes." I let out a small chuckle as he dragged his feet one after the other. As I brewed the coffee it was silent as both of us were too exhausted to speak.

Joe made his way down and sat next to Conor, I excused myself and went up to get ready as I was still in my pj shorts and a strapped top.

I didn't bother much putting on my ripped  jeans and a black turtle neck top with a green bomber and some black with white sole nmd's. My make up consisted of mascara, concealer, bronzer and eyebrow gel as I wanted to look presentable.

By the time we got to the airport we all felt a bit more awake as we played music, some games and joked around with each other, but the fun ends sometime.

It was now time for Joe to go and I felt anxious and panicky he was what kept me together. I hugged him tightly as so did he "I'll be okay" I whispered reassuring more myself than him. I closed my eyes and kissed him followed by a smile because it made me feel like I was fine. He did a handshake with Conor  followed by a embrace and there he was off.

I stood there for a second in silence and let things flow over me. Conor stood in front of me placing his hands on each side of my hands and pulling me into his chest "come on we have to go" he whispered and opened the space between his arm and ribs for me to place my hand in. I agreed and we stepped outside fresh morning air hitting me as we made our way to the car I sat at the front next to Conor and he placed his hand on my thigh asking me if I'm okay and I answered with a nod.

We have only  been driving for 5 minutes and it was in complete silence. "Speak to me" Conor broke the silence with his laugh " I just don't know what I am going to do cuz right now my plan is to crawl in a hole and stay there for a whole week" he laughed at my retort "well I am not gonna let you do that..."

evenifihavetocomeandstaywithyouallnight I will" his fast speaking just gets to me it is the cutest thing ever so I hide a smile to myself which has turned into a full on grin.