Saved by Youtubers// Jack Maynard & Joe Sugg

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l woke up in Jacks bed as he suggested I should sleep there as it was More comfortable than the Couch which he took as he played the PS4 till late anyways . I realised that Jack has placed my phone on charge as i fell asleep on the couch as we were watching narcos .

I decided to open my conversation with Joe which still had no reply from the messages i sent him yesterday so I decided to text him saying good morning . l took it off charge and got out of the bed sliding my phone in the jumpers pocket.

I made my way out of Jacks room wearing clothes from last night and Walked on my tip toes because i didn't want to wake the guys up however I stopped as i could hear speaking in conors room.

"How could he do that What is he thinking, This is the reason i gave up on her because i didn't want to hurt her i thought he was the better choice and he goes and fucks up,I dont know about you Conor but i am not covering for him" I heard Jack Whisper shout to Conor along some pacing. I heard footsteps comming my direction and someone touching the door handleas I decided to dive right back into Jacks room. My heart was beating fast, Was he talking about me? Did Joe do something? I cant think about this.

I sat on the bed and breathed heavily staying aware of my surrounding as i felt as it i was on drugs all my senses were heightened and my eyes raced across the room - first the rack with his Clothes then the TV and then the reflection of me and his whole room.

someone started to open my door slowly so i unlocked my phone Which had a new message notification from joe. I was not sure what to do so i just looked at the jack that was leaning against the door  frame in just shorts.

"Its your room you can come in if want" I said still looking at him, extending my arm showing into the room.

"I just came to see if you are fine"

" I am good, dad" soft sarcasm came out of my mouth.

" Jack,I have this appointment today ... Could you please take me there it its not too much to ask" looking at my fingers i asked.

"Ofcourse, anything you need" as the Words escaped his lips my eyes started to sting.

"Oh come on its not that bad to ask me favours" Jack started to laugh and come closer to me and wrapped his arms around me , so did i as i started slowly weeping into his chest for no reason. Now i understand Why guys think we are emotional wrecks. Somewhere in between the sobbing we fell back onto the bed and now i was laying on his chest While he stroked my tangled hair . But this was nothing intimate or couple uue it was just a friend comforting another friend and it was what i enjoyed the most about it. He is there for me after everything that has happened.