Saved by Youtubers// Jack Maynard & Joe Sugg

•thirty-three•

I woke up in the middle of the night again. I was pouring in sweat like Niagara Falls and shivering.

I shot up trying to catch my breath. "Joe, wake up. Please." I cried whilst rapidly shaking him. He opened his eyes soon was in a lost state. "What's wrong?" He rapidly sat up with the widest eyes I have ever seen.

"I don't know" I said through tears. He went outside and soon bought a wet cold towel and placed in on my head.

My eyes were flying all around the place. I was so scared and I could not explain what was happening to me. I was freezing and burning at the same time.

"It's going to be okay princess" he shushed me as he left soft kisses on my cheek.

I woke up with Joe editing a video
beside me. He looked exhausted.

"Why do t we go get a coffee somewhere nice?" He suggested, but I do not feel like going out. I feel like staying here forever. I am not ready to face the outside world.

"Gabbie" I get cut from my inside world and into outside by Joes worried voice and expression.

"I don't feel like facing outside world today" I honestly say to Joe.

"I guess you won't be up for going out to a date either"he swallowed a gulp. He put his head down staring at the floor.

"Joe" I quietly say trying to get him to look at me. I hate when he is upset, I don't want to be the person that disappoints him. "Let's do it" I take a deep breath as the words come out of my mouth.

"Gabbie, you don't have to do this I understand"

"But I want to Joe"

"Well then get ready"

As we were driving there we played some music and were singing out loud to it. That made me feel alive.

We sat at a table near Covent Garden. We had a little chats and laughs here and there and it was fun. I felt less stressed and secure with Joe with me.

"I'm going to quickly run to the toilet" i nodded and soon he left his chair.

His phone was on the corner of the small table he sat at and a message came through. I didn't pay attention to it as it was just one of the promoters messages.

I sat waiting and decided to check the time on his phone. My eyes went to the message and suddenly I felt really bad.