Saved by Youtubers// Jack Maynard & Joe Sugg

•forty-three•

My head fell down into my hands as i tried wrapping my head around things that were happening. I forgot that Jack was sitting next to me and watching me slowly brake down. I had no tears left in me because i had enough of crying throughout my whole life.

"Im sorry Gabbie" Jack quitely whiapered as he rested his head on my shoulder. "For what?!" You could hear helplessness in my voice. "For not telling you anything and making you look like an idiot when i knew" i just looked at his blue eyes. He pulled out his phone and opened snapchat, he scrolled down to Joes snaps and started playing his story. It was Joe snapping in his horel room, Joe showing the club he was going to. And then his story skips to a girl snapchatting half naked Joe in his hotel room with heart eye emojis on the screen.

I wasnt angry i just felt like i am nothing anyways. I stared at the floor and a tear rolled down my eyes. Jack just pulled me into his chest and i wrapped his hands around his torso. "You were preparing me to hear this didnt you?" I poked my eyes from his chest "I knew you would need a night in" he calmly replied rubbing circles on my back.

I made my way to the bathroom and took all my make up off. Washed my face and moisturised keeping my composure. I grabbed the blankets from the spare room as i didnt want the smell of joe surrounding me from his. I placed it on the sofa and extended it. I placed myself under the covers and Jack was on his phone which was charging on the other side of the couch. I picked a horror movie and started watching it.

I just dont get it like what the acctual hell, he doesn't look like a guy that would do such things.

A tear rolled down my cheek, I tried to wipe it away before Jack could see it. I guess me moving distracted him as he got up to look at me. He stood there looking like a concerned pigeon with his head tilted. He sat down on the floor next to the sofa where my head was. "I really like him Jack, he made me so happy" the tears started to roll out more. Jack placed his hand in my face and wiped the tear away moving the hair out of my face.

"And you don't deserve anything less than that"  his soft whisper filled my ears and soothed me. "He probably didn't do anything that bad, and I know he really likes you too" I could see pain in his eyes that I could not understand, was it because I was hurting or because it hurts him to say what he's saying?

I opened the blanket and scooted over to the other side of the sofa. He laid in front of me and I placed my head on his chest. He was playing with my hair till I felt my numb body slowly drift to sleep