chapter 39

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nialls pov ,                                                                                                                                                                               i couldnt sleep , i feel bad for what i did

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nialls pov ,                                                                                                                                                                               i couldnt sleep , i feel bad for what i did . i made darcy look bad and on the top of that ella now hates me . she thinks that i like her only because i want every girl to fall in love with the cutie Irish boy from one direction thats ridiculous . i love her , i really do . she will never love me . i should have never complicated things like that.  i promised darcy that i wont say a thing but the idiot iam . ofcourse i told ella everything now probably hates me too . i  sat on the couch , it was already morning . i dint care , i just was deep in thoughts . i was lifeless , i felt someone tap my shoulder . i looked to see who is it . it was ella , her eyes were puffy , her hair was messy still she was pretty . (niall i ...) she opened than closed her mouth ( u dont have to say anything i am fool iam sorry , i wont bother u again ) i said and was about to leave but she grabbed my arm ( niall wait i.. iam sorry , i feel terrible , u deserve someone better ) i interpreted her ( no no i want u only u i know i can treat u better , i didnt waste all this time because i can get any girl i want , i havent found my princess till i met u , i can treat u better than he does , i know that u are hurt but just give me a chance i can treat u like a princess ..) i said , she looked at me with hesitation ( i just cant risk getting hurt again , i ...) i put my finger on her mouth ( i promise i wont hurt u , i wont make u cry , i will always be there for u , give me sign that u are willing to try . promise i wont let u down ) i said looking at her eyes , she looked away , she was clearly crying . i wiped her tears ( please dont cry u are too beautiful to ruin these eyes ) i said ( niall u are really great and  any girl would be the happiest girl to have u  ,  i wish i met u first , i just need some time please understand it isnot your problem its me lets just be friends for now and maybe we will be more who know ?)she smiled at me , i nodded my head heart broken ( i brought u something , i know that its your favorite . liam told me ) she gave me nados ( thank u  so much u are the greatest )  my eyes lit like a kid but hugged her tightly , she  laughed at me reaction . i smelled her hair , it sounds weird but i just feel happy when i smell it . she makes me feel alive .                       ******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************         darcy pov ,                                                                                                                                                                                i looked at the clock , it was morning already , i feel headache thats why u shouldn't cry before u sleep . i got aspirin . washed my face and brushed my teeth . god i look horrible , poor harry couldnt sleep last night here because of me . i feel someone knock the door . i opened the door , it was harry ( hey are u ok now ?) harry asked he seemed so worried . ( i am fine) i said ( are u sure , u look terrible ) he said ( thanks for the compliment ) i said sarcastically ( u were crying yesterday for hours are u sure u are fine ?) he put his hands on my face , i pushed his hand away . he looked surprised at my reaction ( Jesus i dont wanna talk about it ) i yelled at him ( i was trying to help u ) he said heart broken ( well u dont ) i said , i feel bad . he has nothing to do with my fight with ella . i went to grab something to eat , when i collided with ella ( iam sorry ) she said , i nodded and went to make a sandwich ( u know i didnt mean anything i said ) she looked at me with guilt ( yeah sure u didnt mean anything ) i said coldly (i know i overreacted and i took all my frustration out at you i really am so sooooooo sorry )she begged me , i slammed the fridge door ( look we both know that what u said is nothing but the truth why even bother talking to a liar ) i crossed my arms over (  u arent a liar ) she said ( u said that yesterday ) i said coldly ( please i was mad and i couldnt control myself please forgive me u know we are besties literally sisters ) she said , she hugged me . i couldnt stay mad at her ( but promise u wont hurt me again like that ) i said ( i swear i wont ) she smiled at me ( friends ) she said ( forever god iam sorry too i know that u are hurt i shouldnt pressure u into anything ) i said , suddenly liam came to the kitchen ( hey good to see that u guys made up u guys are friends u shouldn't stay mad at each other forever ) he smiled , me and ella nodded ( can i talk to darc in private ?) he asked , me and ella looked at each other confused ( sure ) said ella who raised her eye brows ( dont get me wrong i wasnt ears drooping but i heard what u said to asutin yesterday ) he said , i started to panic he couldnt have heard us could he ? ( i dont understand ) i said ( what did u lie about ? what is the thing that u are afraid that if harry knew he will stop loving you ?!!!) he asked , i stood frozen .                                  

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