For all those who actually care and so the next posts won't be totally confusing, here is a summary of the last month.
He and I were apart for a week and a half. Then on Halloween he asked me out and I said yes. First I made sure he was ready for a 'waiting relationship' (that's what broke us up last time). He was and so we dated for three more weeks, almost to the day. In those three weeks I totally fell in Love with him, I was so happy with him. I told him I love you and he was very happy. He started saying it back but after about a week he said he shouldn't be saying that until he knows how he feels. One week later he broke up with me saying he just wants to be friends. To go back to what we were before. I was understanding and didn't take it too bad.. or so I thought. The day after we broke up he dated this girl who I will refer to as 'Alice' for the sake of no names. 'Alice' doesn't really have too many morals so that's why he dated her. She broke up with Him two days later. He was very upset needless to say. My true emotions didn't set in for a whole week. The following chapters will be my 'Dear Who Ever' letters from the past week (First week after the second break up). If you don't want to hear about my personal drama then don't read it. No need for haters, thank you!!
