I sit here like an idiot waiting for your message, that never comes...
I wanted this so much, I thought you did too...
Then you up and leave like we had nothing...
Just because you couldn't have certain things.
I know you're hurting but have you stopped to think,
How much is she hurting? More than words can explain.
My heart is being ripped in half because I am so caught up in you and you don't want me...
Is there some thing wrong with me?
I've never had a low self esteem but things change I guess...
All I want is one last hug, to know what we had wasn't nothing..
My whole heart was in it, yours wasn't though... </3
When I said yes to you I meant for a long time, not two weeks.
Though those two weeks were the best I've had in my whole life <3
I won't ever forget you, not for a second.
You are forever engraved into my mind and heart...
Every time I see you, my heart does flips despite you ignoring me.
Just the thought of you makes me miss you more...
I can't stop thinking of you, all the time.
Every thing I talk about some how links back to you..
The fact that you don't want me is ripping me to pieces...
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This poem and the next few entries aren't going to make much sense. They will be very contradicting but then again, so are my emotions. Forgive me for all the drama...
