Dear Who Ever,
Today is day 9.. I've been really busy today because it's Thanksgiving so I haven't really had time for my emotions to catch up to me. Plus I'm too busy being thankful for what I have :) though on the subject of what I'm feeling on day nine... I know what I need to do to move on and stop hurting. I have seriously been contemplating it for a while but now I'm actually going to try and do it. I'm going to force myself to move on and forget the love I thought we had. It hurts a lot to let go of it but I know this is what I need to do, no matter what. I've finally resolved my thoughts, worries, and pain. Things can only get better from here :)
-Your Faithful Writer
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Dear Who Ever,
Today is day 10. It's my first full day of truly letting go. Honestly I don't know if it's going well or not because I'm not really feeling much... I kind of want to break down into tears but I don't really have any thing to cry about it seems.. I want to smile and be upbeat like I usually am but I don't really have any thing to smile about it seems.. I just don't feel like doing any thing (crying, smiling, laughing, etc.) at all. My emotions are just fried right now, I don't know... Is this a good sign or a bad one?? (feel free to answer that question in comments) It's kind of confusing me.. Usually I really feel something, rather than not really feeling any thing... It's weird. I don't like it one bit.... :/ Oh well, things can only get better from here, right? :) I sure hope so :)
-Your Faithful Writer
